Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Coming Back to Life
As you can see from this photo, many of the trees here are still mostly bare, but this one tree in our neighborhood is in full bloom, a sign that things are coming back to life after the winter. I thought that was a fitting analogy today for my own life. I'm finally beginning to feel better after two weeks of being completely incapacitated with a herx/crash, and I feel like I'm coming back to life, too.
During severe crash periods like we just went through, Ken and I feel like we go into survival mode. With me flat on my back on the couch and unable to do anything, Ken comes home from work each day to work another shift - grocery shopping, cooking, doing dishes, helping with homework. When the kids are also sick at the same time - as it was for much of the past two weeks - that sense of just struggling to get through each day is enhanced. Nothing gets done except the bare minimum we need to keep surviving. During times like that, we sometimes talk about how no one outside - no "normal" people - could even imagine the way we're living. It's very isolating sometimes.
But, I'm coming back to life now and facing all the stuff that sat undone for weeks. I even took a walk around the neighborhood today (though that might have been too much!).
Jamie returned from his band trip last night. He said he had a great time and felt good the whole time! Of course, he was totally exhausted after school today...but he DID go to school which was pretty amazing. Craig was home today, after staying up until 1 am at a sleep-over Sunday night (no school on Monday), but this was just a brief post-exertional crash for him - he's already feeling better.
So, life is returning to normal - or at least, as close to normal as things get around here! Hope you had time to enjoy spring today, too.