Monday, April 24, 2017

Movie Monday: Passengers

There were some really great-sounding movies released this winter that my husband and I just didn't have time to go see in the theater, and now they are all being released on DVD and streaming. Hurray! After a fun dinner out with friends Friday, we stopped at Redbox and capped off our evening watching Passengers, an intriguing sci fi movie that is kind of like Castaway in space.

5000 passengers and several hundred crew are traveling aboard the luxury star ship Avalon, on their way to a distant planet that houses an Earth colony. Both the ship and the colony are owned by the Homestead Corporation, and these lucky passengers will be starting whole new lives once they arrive. The hitch? The trip takes about 120 years to complete, so they are all - passengers and crew - traveling via autopilot in a state of hibernation.

Something on the ship malfunctions, though, in the first few minutes of the movie, and one of the hibernation pods stops working and wakes its sleeping inhabitant, Jim Preston, played by Chris Pratt. Jim soon realizes he is all alone on the giant ship, the only one awake, and that he has awakened 90 years too early - that means that he will die alone on the ship before he even arrives at the new colony. Things go downhill pretty quickly for Jim, with no company except a robot bartender named Arthur, played by Michael Sheen.

Fortunately for Jim, a second passenger wakes up later, and his sanity is saved. Aurora Lane, played by Jennifer Lawrence, is a beautiful writer from New York who wants to write about the journey and the new colony. Like Jim was, she is upset to find out she woke up when she wasn't supposed to, but at least they have each other. Things are looking up for a while until other aspects of the ship begin to malfunction until reaching a suspenseful crisis point.

We both enjoyed this unique movie that takes place entirely on a ship and has just three actors on-screen (often, just one) for most of the film. Although much of the movie is a love story (this is not a spoiler - it's quite evident from the trailer), there is also plenty of action and suspense, first as they each try to figure out how to fix what went wrong and later as more things begin to go wrong and certain crises come up. The set is gorgeous, on this space-age cruise, and Pratt and Lawrence are both excellent in their roles. For that matter, Arthur is quite charming and amusing himself. The "science" is sometimes a bit iffy, as it usually is in movies like this - I couldn't help wondering why scientists hadn't appreciably increased human lifespan now that they knew how to do things like colonize a distant planet and induce hibernation in humans for decades. But, we were both willing to suspend disbelief and go along for the ride. My husband and I both enjoyed the movie, with romance, a sense of humor, and plenty of suspense. It was a fun journey on a Friday evening!

Passengers is currently out on DVD, available at Redbox or wherever you get DVDs. You can also rent it from Amazon, starting at at $4.99, or buy it digitally or on DVD there (links below). It is not currently available on Netflix.


Sunday, April 23, 2017

Weekly Inspiration: Challenges Are a Part of Life

I recently finished reading a memoir that I found very powerful and moving: Lab Girl by Hope Jahren (my review at the link - no spoilers). Ostensibly, it's the life story of a female scientist and her work, but Hope also writes in a very open, honest way about some personal challenges she's faced. I don't want to spoil the book for you with too many details, since she doesn't address these issues until later in the memoir, but take my word for it - they are considerable, sometimes horrifying trials that she still struggles with today. The book also talks a lot about her science and the various problems she's overcome to get where she is today: an award-winning scientist who runs a well-respected lab. She is also happily married with a child she loves and a long-time lab partner who is also her best friend.

Here's what Hope says early on in her book:
"I know damn well that if there had been a way to get to success without traveling through disaster someone would have already done it and thus rendered the experiments unnecessary, but there's still no journal where I can tell the story of how my science is done with both the heart and the hands."
          - Hope Jahren, Lab Girl

She is describing the scientific process in her lab (and why she wrote this book), but she is also talking about life in general and how challenges are just a normal part of life. You have to go through the tough stuff to get where you are going.

This passage struck me for several reasons. First, one of the best lessons that life with chronic illness has taught me is that everyone has their challenges. You may not know it when you meet someone - in fact, challenges (like our illness) are very often invisible - but everyone is dealing with their own stuff. It is just a part of life. You can't have the happy times without the struggles.

I was also struck by this concept that to end up where you are today, you must go through the stuff you went through to get there. There's no short-cut. Now, maybe you're not happy with where you are today or you still focus on your old life and where you should have been if illness hadn't interrupted your life. Nevertheless, down the road, there may be some good - even happy - outcomes ahead for you, outcomes you could never have gotten to on your old path.

I certainly still miss the work I used to do, helping companies do what's right for the environment while also improving their bottom line. That was very rewarding work. But living with chronic illness led me to a completely different life, where I am able to help other people in a totally different way. I can now use my own experiences to reach out to those in need, whether through this blog or Facebook groups or locally. It's a very different life than the one I used to live, but it is just as rewarding.

I think these concepts apply personally, too, not just to your work or purpose in life. Perhaps if I'd never have gotten sick, I would never have learned the value of slowing down or finding joy in small things. I might not be as close to my husband or my kids, if we hadn't spent so many years of sick days together. Certainly, I have lots of good, close friends whom I never would have met in my old life.

It's an interesting thing to think about: how all your experiences - good and bad - have made you who you are today. How, without your struggles, you would be a different person.

I'll leave you with one more quote from the book that really struck me. I wish everyone had Hope's experiences and insights on this topic:
"Working in the hospital teaches you that there are only two kinds of people in the world: the sick and the not sick. If you are not sick, shut up and help. Twenty-five years later, I still cannot reject this as an accurate worldview."
           - Hope Jahren, Lab Girl

How have your struggles made you who you are and led to your life today?

P.S. As I explain in my review, this is also a very funny book - highly recommended!

Thursday, April 20, 2017

Treating Virally-Induced Crashes in ME/CFS

"Crash days" on the couch for me this week!
The title of this post is my own term for those ME/CFS crashes that occur from being exposed to a virus. In our experience, these are the worst kind of crashes and often last the longest, usually much worse than crashes from over-exertion.

This happened to me this week. I spent Easter weekend with 12 other family members, staying in one house for 3 days. So, when I woke up Monday morning with a killer sore throat and feeling horrible, I assumed I had done too much over the weekend. However, crashes due to over-exertion are rare for me now and don't last long (these treatments are why), and when my throat still hurt severely Tuesday and then Wednesday, I guessed that I'd probably been exposed to a virus.

Why Do Viruses Cause Crashes?
Briefly, the specific kind of immune dysfunction that research has shown to be characteristic in ME/CFS makes our immune systems under-react to bacteria but over-respond to allergens and viruses. So, we tend to be extra-prone to catching bacterial infections - like bronchitis, strep, and sinus infections - but we rarely catch viruses, like colds or the flu. However, just being exposed to a virus makes our immune systems over-react with typical immune symptoms, like sore throat, flu-like aches, and feeling feverish (as well as exhaustion, of course). All of this is explained in more detail in this post on Immune System Abnormalities in ME/CFS

Often, the resulting crash is much worse than if we had actually caught the virus like a normal, healthy person. In the past, crashing from exposure to a virus could easily last weeks or even months for my son and I and was a huge problem for both of us in the winter especially.

So, what can you do to prevent and treat virally-induced crashes?

Preventing Virally-Induced Crashes
As my son and I have treated our immune dysfunction over the years and worked hard to normalize our immune systems, we have both been delighted to discover that those crashes caused by exposure to viruses have greatly decreased. We used to both spend much of the winter couch-bound due to all the viruses floating around, but now, virally-induced crashes are rare for both of us. That's why I was so surprised this week when it happened to me (but, to be fair, I was surrounded by lots of kids in school and young adults living in dorms this weekend!).

The key to preventing these kinds of virally-induced crashes is to treat the immune dysfunction that is at the heart of ME/CFS. These treatments have the potential to improve ALL ME/CFS symptoms, since immune dysfunction is central to the disease, but we have found one of the biggest benefits to be reducing our bodies' over-reaction to viruses. This blog post, Treating Immune System Dysfunction in ME/CFS, explains how two different treatments have greatly helped my son and I to reduce those virally-induced crashes. Of the two approaches, insoine has probably helped the most in this regard - we both saw a huge decrease in virally-induced crashes and eliminated that winter slump when we started inosine. Bonus: inosine has also greatly helped my allergies, again by helping to normalize my immune response. Here are more details on Treating ME/CFS with Inosine (it is a cheap and readily available supplement).

Treating Virally-Induced Crashes When They Occur
OK, so crashes due to exposure to a virus have become rare for me now (I even caught a cold in January like a normal person!), but they do still occur once in a while, like this week. When that happens, we keep up the immune system treatments, as described above, but add in some extra supplements.

At the first sign of a virus - in my ME/CFS son or I OR in my husband and younger son, who are healthy - we load up on herbal antivirals. My older son and I already take Olive Leaf Extract and Emulsified Oil of Oregano (regular oregano can upset the stomach) daily, alternating them, to help us both with Lyme disease as well as chronic yeast overgrowth and exposure to viruses. Both of those herbals are potent antivirals, antibacterials, and antifungals.

When I have been exposed to a virus and/or have crashed from virus exposure, I usually add in Monolaurin and L-lysine, both potent antivirals, as well as extra Olive Leaf Extract. I generally alternate them - L-lysine on day 1, Monolaurin on day 2, extra Olive Leaf on day 3, etc. Dosing depends partly on the brand you get, but I take up to 6 tablets of L-lysine a day, up to 3 capsules of Monolaurin a day, and up to 6 capsules of Olive Leaf a day - remember that these are just temporary, while I am feeling the effects of exposure to a virus and/or fighting one off.

When I actually caught a cold in January (a rare occurrence!), I added in Zinc lozenges, which studies have shown can reduce the severity and length of a cold. If my son or I have ANY congestion at all, we also take Mucinex, full-strength (1200 mg) every 12 hours - this thins mucus and helps to prevent bacterial infections like bronchitis and sinus infections from developing, which are the real dangers for us.

If you do develop a bacterial infection - chest tightness or cough for bronchitis or severe sinus congestion that lingers for a sinus infection - then you must see a doctor as soon as possible and get on antibiotics. Since our immune dysfunction makes us extra-susceptible to bacterial infections, it's important to treat them immediately before they develop into more serious infections, like pneumonia. Most doctors will look for high fever with any of these infections, but since temperature regulation is also dysfunctional in ME/CFS, you may not have one. My son and I have a "normal" body temperature of about 97.5 F, which is typical for those with ME/CFS, so a temperature of 99 F is actually a fever for us, and a fever above 100 F is rare. Unless we get to see our regular doctor who understands ME/CFS, we have to explain this every single time to whichever doctor is in the rotation that day for sick visits (we also explain the immune dysfunction that makes us more prone to bacterial infections).

So, to spend less time in bed or on the couch and more time living your life, first work on normalizing your immune system by treating immune dysfunction. Then, when you do crash from being exposed to a virus, take extra herbal antivirals to help your body fight it off.

And me? Today is Thursday, and I am definitely doing better than the past three days this week. I am still nowhere near my normal functioning level, but I am using my laptop (reclined in bed), compared to yesterday at this time when I was flat on my back with my eyes closed. Best of all, my sore throat was gone when I woke up this morning, a sure sign in ME/CFS that I am feeling better. I will continue to take the extra antivirals and rest more until I am back to my usual self.

Below are links to the products that we like best for herbal antivirals. Some of these can probably be found in local drugstores or health food stores (though likely more expensive) and some are less common and need to be purchased online. The ADP is an emulsified oil of oregano that our Lyme doctor recommended years ago and we still use. We couldn't take regular oregano capsules, as they upset our stomachs.

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Wednesday, April 19, 2017

New ProHealth Article: The Challenges of Being a Sick Parent

My latest article has been published on the ProHealth website's Inspiration Corner: The Challenges of Being a Sick Parent (you can read the full text of the article at that link). I know that many of you can relate to this topic - trying to be a good parent when you are the one who needs to be taken care of!

I have written about this topic many times here on my blog - you can click on the "parenting" category at the bottom of this post to read older posts like Who Takes Care of Mom? and Taking Care of Me.

For this article, though, I also turned to some experts - other sick parents. I asked for their input on the biggest challenges of being a parent with a chronic illness and also their tips and incorporated those into the article.

I would love to hear more feedback from other sick parents. Take a look at the article & let me know in the comments:

What are YOUR biggest challenges as a parent?

How do you cope?

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

TV Tuesday: American Crime, Season 3

Although I already reviewed American Crime last year, during season 2, I wanted to review season 3 separately because - as was the case for season 1 also - it is wholly unique and stand-alone.

American Crime is a unique approach to a TV series, as each season is a completely separate story, with no connection at all to previous seasons. In essence, each season acts kind of like a mini-series. The only thing the seasons have in common is a handful of top actors, including Timothy Hutton, Felicity Huffman, Regina King, and Lily Taylor (though they play different characters each season). Each season of the show zeroes in on one aspect of crime in America. Seasons 1 and 2 each focused on one particular crime, with complex underpinnings, including racial tensions, and many shades of gray (a home invasion gone wrong in the first season and a male rape at a high school party in the second). Season 3 varies a bit from that formula, instead focusing in on one community and looking at multiple forms of criminal activity occurring there. Several storylines deal with immigrants, while another one focuses in on human trafficking (which, of course, can also affect immigrants).

So, in season 3, there are multiple storylines that are separate but intersect in one way or another, all taking place in one community in North Carolina. In the first episode, we meet Alonzo Gutierrez, played by Benito Martinez, who has struggled to get into the United States illegally from Mexico. He is looking for his beloved son, who left home as a teenager. All he knows is that he ended up working on a farm in North Carolina. Alonzo ends up on the Hesby farm, where he finds some people who recognize the photo of his son, so he begins working there as a migrant worker. The Hesby family has run this farm for generations, but they are now struggling to survive, with pressure to continually reduce costs to preserve a small profit. Matriarch Laurie Ann, played by Cherry Jones, runs the farm with an iron fist, determined not to lose her family's legacy. As you might have guessed, the pressure to cut costs results in hiring migrant workers for less and less pay and appalling living conditions.

Meanwhile, in the city, underage teen Shae is working for a pimp, selling her body to survive. One night, a john beats her, and when the police come, she is put into the hands of Kimara, played by Regina King, a social worker who is devoted to saving kids like Shae, all while she struggles to try to get pregnant herself. Kimara wants to help her new charge, but Shae's not sure she wants to be helped.

A few more episodes in, we meet Clare Coates, played by Lily Taylor, a wealthy woman who has hired a Haitian immigrant named Gabrielle to care for her beloved son. Gabrielle doesn't speak English, but Claire hopes that she can teach her young son French. Her husband, Nicholas, played by Timothy Hutton, owns a furniture company (another classic North Carolina industry) that is also struggling to make a profit, and he thinks it's absurd to hire a nanny who can't speak English.

It might sound confusing, but these storylines are each fleshed out as the season continues, and we get to know the characters. In some cases, there are intersections between the stories, as when Kimara gives a speech to a group of wealthy families, which includes Clair and Nicholas, to explain the tragedy of human trafficking and how resources are needed to help the victims.

As with previous seasons, the production qualities are very high, with excellent acting and writing, and I soon found myself drawn into these disparate lives and caring about the characters. One of the things I like best about this remarkable series is how thought-provoking it is, digging deep into complex issues and looking at the shades of gray that are often overlooked. For instance, we see the horrible conditions of the migrant workers on the farm but also the desperation of the owning family not to lose their business. I am only on episode 5 (of 10), so I am interested to see what will happen next. These are all compelling stories with plenty of suspense and unexpected twists that make me think more deeply about the complexity of the issues facing our society today.

There are 6 episodes out so far this season, and all of them are still available On Demand (the first one comes off on May 30), and episodes 2 through 6 are also available for free on the ABC website. American Crime is also available on Amazon for $1.99 per episode or $14.99 for the entire season (and the first two seasons are also available there). So, you could pay $1.99 for episode 1 and then watch the rest for free on the ABC website.


Monday, April 17, 2017

Webinar on Thursday with Top ME/CFS Experts

As part of its ongoing series, Solve ME/CFS initiative is hosting another webinar this Thursday, April 20 at 1:00 pm Eastern Time, featuring two of the top doctors/researchers in ME/CFS in the world: Dr. Joe Montoya and Dr. Susan Levine. They will be talking about recent work and new developments in the ME/CFS research world. Dr. Levine is our own doctor and participates in many research studies, and Dr. Montoya was one of the pioneers of antiviral treatment for ME/CFS (with great success). Both are on the Research Advisory Council at SCMI and are involved with multiple research projects, as well as seeing patients.

I can't wait to hear what they both have to say! The webinar falls squarely into my naptime, but I will watch the video afterwards (and will post a link here). This should be a good one!

You can sign up for the webinar here.

Thursday, April 13, 2017

Back from Vacation & Research Round-up

Hello! I'm still here! Or rather, I am back! My husband and I took took a vacation camping in Virginia this past week. This was a much-needed getaway for me after a painful and frustrating winter of often being housebound due to painful, swollen feet from erythromelalgia. My feet finally cleared up enough - and the weather finally warmed up enough - for us to take this trip.

My husband and I kayaking at belle Isle SP, VA
It was a wonderful, relaxing week for us. We took our pop-up camper (home away from home) and enjoyed two beautiful state parks in Virginia - Pocahontas State Park just south of Richmond and Belle Isle State Park north of Williamsburg. Both were lovely places, and we enjoyed some short hikes (still limited by my painful feet) and a bit of easy kayaking. On the one rainy day, we explored a bit of Richmond and had some great meals (good food while traveling, too). And we capped off the week with a visit to one of my college roommates and her husband (who also went to school with us) in Williamsburg - great to catch up and lots of laughs!

(If you are wondering how I can manage camping, travel, and outdoor activities, this blog post explains all that, with helpful tips).

On the ME/CFS side of things, the organization Action for ME published a Research Round-up. You can read all the details of the studies here. Though there is nothing earth-shattering here, it certainly shows continued advancement in knowledge of what is behind ME/CFS and how to diagnose and treat it. Here is a quick recap of the studies they list:
  • An Australian study is investigating a potential biomarker for ME/CFS that could help in diagnosis. It's a specific protein that was higher in ME/CFS patients after standing than in healthy controls. More research is needed with a larger group to confirm whether this might work for diagnosis.
  • Another study showed that brain function in people with ME/CFS was significantly worse 24 hours after a 30-minute stationary bike ride (while brain function improved after exercise in healthy controls). Though this fact is clear to those of us with ME/CFS, the study provides additional proof of the severity of Post-Exertional Malaise aka exercise intolerance.
  • A Dutch trial using an RA drug for ME/CFS patients didn't show any significant improvement, but noting that certain inflammatory markers were high in ME/CFS patients might be helpful in future studies.
  • A study of 16 people who described themselves as "recovered" from ME/CFS compared how they each defined recovery - interesting because one person might define recovery completely differently than another, especially after being very sick.
All interesting research, with some intriguing points for follow-up.

I am working to catch up on e-mails, Facebook, Twitter, etc, so please be patient with me. Hope you are enjoying this spring weather that has FINALLY arrived on the East coast (though it brought with it severe allergies for my son and I!).

Relaxing with a good book & a campfire

Sunday, April 02, 2017

Weekly Inspiration: Get Outdoors!

I recently came across this quote about nature while reading a book, and it spoke directly to my heart:
"The best remedy for those who are frightened, lonely, or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere they can be alone with the sky, nature, and God. For then and only then can you feel that everything is as it should be and that God wants people to be happy amid nature's beauty and simplicity.

As long as this exists, and that should be forever, I know that there will be solace for every sorrow, whatever the circumstances. I firmly believe that nature can bring comfort to all who suffer."

The author and book? Anne Frank in her own diary, published as The Diary of a Young Girl (my review at the link). Isn't it absolutely astounding that that beautiful and inspiring passage was written by a fourteen-year old girl, stuck in hiding in four tiny rooms for two years? In this quote, she is both remembering her favorite times in nature before they went into hiding but is also relishing her little glimpses of nature, through a skylight in the attic where she could see the sky and clouds and treetops. I was blown away by the way that she remained so open, optimistic, and positive during her ordeal, as evidenced in this passage and many others in the book. Since I was often housebound during this recent winter because of swollen and painful feet, I could relate to her frustrations with being stuck inside and was also very inspired by her simple joy in looking out a skylight at the natural world.

I grew up reveling in nature and the outdoors. As a child, my friends and I not only played in our yards like most kids but spent countless hours exploring "the woods," those little bits of wilderness adjacent to our huge suburban development. We rode our bikes along trails, played in creeks, and made up our own adventures while tramping through the fields and woods. Eventually, my family got a pop-up camper and traveled to different campgrounds each weekend, spending our free time outdoors and enjoying hikes, campfires, and sleeping outdoors. When I was a teenager, we traded up to a larger trailer and set it up at our favorite campground, Sugar Creek Glen, where we went every weekend between May and October. I did all the typical teen stuff - including sneaking into the woods with a bottle of forbidden alcohol - but my friends and I didn't hang out at the mall. We spent our days and nights taking long hikes, wading up the Glen to climb waterfalls and swim in icy cold pools, and floating in our inflatable tubes & boats down the creek.

I sort of forgot about the outdoor world when I was in college and in my early 20's. Then, I met my husband in Louisiana, and one of the many things we discovered we had in common was a long history of camping and spending time outdoors. We began camping together (in a tiny tent!), and I was quickly reminded of how important nature was to me. We spent our weekends hiking, canoeing, camping, and eventually, even backpacking. Everyone told us we'd have to give all that up when we had kids, but our sons both went on their first camping trips at just 2-3 months old. They spent their childhoods like I did, playing in the woods, building forts, and exploring the outdoors with their friends. We spent every vacation camping (we soon got our own pop-up camper), often traveling thousands of miles cross-country to visit amazing national and state parks (check out my National Park photo series).
My son's first camping trip - age 8 weeks!

When I got sick 15 years ago, all of this became much more difficult, of course. Backpacking was definitely out, just as we were planning to take our sons on their first trip. Likewise, long hikes were (and still are) impossible. But I learned how to fit nature into my new life, and I learned (again) how important the outdoors was to me. We continued camping in our trailer, and I could usually manage short hikes (with beta blockers and my heart rate monitor, I can now hike up to about 60-90 minutes at a time (at a slow pace, of course). I was thrilled to discover that kayaking (which replaced our old canoe) didn't raise my heart rate much, thanks to the fact that I was sitting (and especially after I started taking beta blockers). Often, we spend time while camping just relaxing, enjoying our books or a campfire. Our cross-country trips to beautiful places continued, and I discovered that this kind of quiet vacation spent in nature, going at our own pace and napping every afternoon, worked for my son and I. You can read my detailed tips for enjoying the outdoors when you are chronically ill here.
Relaxing with a book & campfire at Shenandoah National Park last summer

When I am not well enough to take a walk or be active outdoors, I lie on our deck in a comfy chair. Just hearing the birds and the wind through the trees while I look up at clouds and tree branches is incredibly rejuvenating. It's how I recharge, and I definitely notice when I haven't spent enough time outdoors! On my worst days or when it is too cold to go out on the deck, I do what Anne Frank did - I open our curtains wide and gaze out through the window at the trees and the sky. It always brings a smile to my face. It's amazing how much joy you can find just by paying attention to the clouds.

A rare arm day last week out on my deck
Do you make time for nature in your life? It can be an incredibly effective stress-reducer and bring you unexpected moments of joy, even among sorrow and grief, as it did for Anne.

Tell me how you have been able to include nature in your life and enjoy the outdoors, even with your limitations. And if you've forgotten about the healing power of nature (as I sometimes do), then get outside!

Friday, March 31, 2017

Increasing Glutathione in ME/CFS & Related Illnesses

Glutathione Molecule (Ben Mills - Own work, Public Domain), Link
[NOTE: I am not a doctor. This post describes our own personal experiences & what I have learned from research.  You should work with your own doctor on your own unique case to find what works for you. Don't have a doctor who understands how to treat ME/CFS? Check these databases to find a doctor near you or call local doctors and ask if they treat ME/CFS. You don't necessarily need an expert - just someone willing to learn more and work with you.]

Since the first years of my illness, 15 years ago, I have been hearing how important glutathione is to ME/CFS patients (and those with fibromyalgia and Lyme disease, too). It's taken me all these years, though, to finally learn more about glutathione, understand why it's so important, and see the full positive effects of increasing glutathione.

My son and I saw our ME/CFS specialist, Dr. Susan Levine, in September last year, and she asked what our biggest problems were. I said immune system dysfunction because both of us struggle with chronic yeast overgrowth, and we both get bacterial bronchitis multiple times (sometimes up to 4 or 6 times) a year, which requires antibiotics, which in turn makes the yeast problems even worse. Since we already take the top two immune modulators typically used for ME/CFS - low-dose naltrexone and inosine (aka Imunovir) - and both have helped us (especially in reducing virally-triggered crashes), she suggested we add something new: intramuscular (IM) glutathione injections.

So, we started those after our visit, twice a week, and wow, what a difference it has made! I just went through an entire winter without getting bronchitis once (I usually get it 2 or 3 times a winter), and I get a big energy boost from the glutathione, too. My son has trouble remembering to do his glutathione injections regularly while at college, but when he does, he also notices increased energy and well-being. I am trying to remind him to do them regularly in the hopes that he will also get bronchitis less this year (he had a typical winter, with 3 bouts of bronchitis). It should also help with his Lyme disease and the Herx reactions (worsening) that result from treating it.

What Is Glutathione and Why Is It Important?
In the simplest terms, glutathione is a naturally occurring compound in the human body, a strong antioxidant that helps our bodies to deal with toxins. It is a product of the methylation cycle, which is of primary importance to ME/CFS patients (and those with fibromyalgia and Lyme) and usually severely dysfunctional (see information at the link on how to improve methylation). A lack of glutathione can lead to oxidative stress, which has been shown to be a large part of the exertion intolerance (aka Post-Exertional Malaise or PEM) that is a defining characteristic of ME/CFS.

The Wikipedia entry for glutathione says that the human body makes plenty of glutathione on its own, so it does not need to be supplemented. That is true for healthy people, but glutathione levels have been shown to be low in those with ME/CFS, contributing to low energy, immune dysfunction, detoxing problems, and exercise intolerance. Since our bodies can't make enough glutathione on their own, increasing glutathione through supplementation can be a helpful treatment for ME/CFS patients. My son and I have found it to help increase energy, reduce exercise intolerance, and improve immune function.

How Do I Increase Glutathione?
Increasing glutathione in your body to normal levels is not as simple as just talking a single pill. There are multiple approaches that include helping your body to make more glutathione on its own and supplementing with certain forms of glutathione that your body can use effectively.

Glutathione Precursers:
One way to increase your body's production of glutathione is to give it more of the raw materials (precursers) that it needs to make glutathione. These include:
  • Milk Thistle
  • N-Acetyl-Cysteine (NAC)
  • Turmeric/circumin (not technically a precurser but circumin encourages production of glutathione in the body and helps with detox)
  • Undenatured whey protein (read the label to ensure it has no additives)
[NOTE ON WHEY: For many years, I knew that whey was an important precursor to glutathione but thought that my son and I couldn't take it because we are dairy intolerant (as are 30% of ME/CFS patients, according to a recent study). I was thrilled when our dietician/biochemist explained that when whey is separated from the rest of milk (the curds - remember Miss Muffet, eating her curds and whey?), almost all of the lactose and most of the casein (a protein in milk) is in the curds, leaving whey to be tolerated well by many people who are dairy-intolerant. We tried it and were happy to discover she was right - we can both tolerate whey protein powder with none of the usual side effects we get from full dairy products.]

Supplementing with Glutathione:
Although it is tricky to supplement directly with glutathione - to get it into the cells where it can be useful - there are several approaches that can work:
  • S-Acetyl Glutathione - a form that can get into the cells - our dietician recommended we take this at bedtime.
  • Liposomal Glutathione - glutathione that is encased in little fat spheres (to put it simply!) that enable it to get to the cells where it is needed. We used this before we switched to injections.
  • Intramuscular or intravenous injections of glutathione - these deliver glutathione directly to the bloodstream. We are currently using intramuscular injections, which have been quite effective for us, though our dietician says the IV injections are even better. Both of these require a prescription and must be obtained through a compounding pharmacy (which is simple and inexpensive).
If you are squeamish about self-injections, I am living proof that it can be learned! After years of taking B12 sublingual tablets, while my son did B12 self-injections, he finally said, "Quit being such a baby, Mom! You know the injections are more effective." He was right - I switched to B12 injections at the same time that I started my glutathione injections. We do B12 subcutaneous injections (under the skin) which are tiny amounts and tiny needles, and he was right - I barely feel them. The intramuscular (IM) injections for glutathione require a longer needle and take a little more practice to master, but after 6 months of doing it twice a week, I have gotten pretty good and they barely hurt at all. I recommend this how-to video from the Veteran's Administration to learn how to do your own IM injections. Note that B12 is another critical component in improving methylation.

How To Get Started
It's always best to start with a doctor or other knowledgeable medical personnel (like our dietician who also has a MS in biochemistry). You can see one of the ME/CFS specialists - there are about a dozen across the U.S. and others overseas - or a local doctor or other medical professional who understands ME/CFS or is at least willing to learn. If necessary, print some of the information from this post and its links to help educate your doctor. Most of the treatments listed above are supplements that don't require a doctor, but it is always good to consult with one, if you have one who understands ME/CFS.

You can start with the prescursors listed above, to help your body produce more glutathione on its own. ALWAYS - as with any ME/CFS treatment - start very slowly and go gradually. Begin with just one supplement, at a low dose, and see how you tolerate it. Improving methylation and increasing glutathione can sometimes produce a temporary worsening (a Herx reaction), as your body improves its ability to deal with toxins and moves them into the bloodstream to get rid of them. The best approach to a Herx (worsening) is to reduce the dose to where the Herx is tolerable and wait to increase until you are at least back to baseline or feeling better.

Milk thistle is an ideal supplement to start with, if you aren't already taking it. It has multiple functions, most importantly helping to improve liver function, i.e. helping your body to process medications and supplements as well as harmful byproducts that your body produces. By starting with milk thistle and improving liver function, you can both increase glutathione and help your body to tolerate additional supplements. Turmeric or circumin also has multiple purposes, helping to reduce inflammation, improve detox, and increase glutathione.

When I added NAC (many years ago), I felt an immediate improvement in energy, so that is a good one to add next. My son and I also both get a nice boost from whey protein powder, too - we use it in smoothies. This is our recipe for a Chocolate Smoothie - our favorite lunch! Tastes decadent and has several ingredients that help with energy.

The S-Acetyl Glutathione is absorbed differently by your body, so it can be used WITH either liposomal glutathione or injections (but the liposomal and injections are either/or). You can buy liposomal glutathione as a supplement in various forms, but the injections require a prescription (you get it from a compounding pharmacy which is simple and inexpensive).

(Note that if money is an issue, milk thistle, NAC, and curcumin are all fairly cheap and quite important. Injectable glutathione is MUCH cheaper (and far more effective) than liposomal glutathione in either liquid or pill form. Whey powder seems expensive but one of those big canisters can last quite a while. Beware of buying whey powder at the drugstore or grocery store - read the labels carefully as many of the more common commercial brands sold for athletes have LOTS of additives.)

As with any treatments for ME/CFS, START LOW AND GO SLOW! Add one supplement at a time, starting with a low dose, and increase as tolerated.

I highly recommend you also take a look at this article on Phoenix Rising on Augmenting Glutathione in ME/CFS. It was written by Rich Van Konyenburg, who also developed one of the first methylation protocols and was one of the first to recognize the importance of glutathione in ME/CFS.

I have included some links below to the products we have tried and found to be effective for increasing glutathione. A few notes:

The Natural Force whey powder is a 'cleaner" product with no added ingredients, but my son likes the taste of the Bluebonnet better (it has natural vanilla flavor and MCT oil added in) - also that's two fewer ingredients he needs to remember when he makes his own smoothie! Meriva is a brand of curcumin (and the one our dietician likes) - it has been very helpful to my son in managing his Herx reactions, in addition to its role in promoting glutathione production. Liposomal glutathione is quite expensive (far more so than the injections) and comes in pills or liquid. Fair warning: the liquid is pretty nasty tasting! (the softgel capsules are tasteless).

Please let me know if you have any questions. If you have any experience in increasing glutathione, please share it in the comments below, so we can all learn from each other!

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Wednesday, March 29, 2017

The Importance of Play

Camping and reading are two ways that I play
Last month, I posted a link to an article I wrote for ProHealth website (an excellent resource for information on treatments, doctors, and the latest research in ME/CFS, fibromyalgia, and Lyme disease). My article was called The Importance of Play, and you can see it at the link - I will also include the full text below.

I have written abut play here on my blog before over the past 10 years - it is still something I struggle with. I find it more difficult to make time in my life for play with chronic illness, in part because I feel like I need to be productive during those limited times when I am able to be. This article has lots of great ideas from other ME/CFS patients on ways to add play to your life. I am working on this! In fact, re-posting this article here is a good reminder for me.

How about you? How do you play?

The Importance of Play

In books, magazine articles, podcasts, and TED talks, we hear how important it is to make time for play in our lives. Play has been examined in psychology textbooks, academic theses, and on the cover of the New York Times Magazine. Research shows that taking time out for play increases creativity, lifts mood, promotes happiness, and even improves memory. Studies prove that play is just as important a biological function for us as sleep, and that adults often lose the ability to play that they had as children.

I have a lot of trouble making time in my life for this kind of rejuvenating play and relaxation. I know that sounds odd coming from someone with a chronic illness who needs to rest so much, but my illness has actually made it even harder for me to set aside precious energy for just having fun. Because I need to spend so much time sleeping and resting (which is not the same as relaxing), I feel guilty if I use my limited energy for something that feels as frivolous as play. My play time has also shrunk as my sons have grown up. But play is so important in every life, to recharge and relax and focus on you. Which of us struggling with chronic illness couldn’t use a little mood lift and boost to our cognitive function?

Perhaps you share my struggles of filling my few available hours only with productive activities. Or perhaps you have trouble with play for other reasons. After all, when you live with chronic illness, many of the ways that you used to play are no longer an option. I can’t dance or go backpacking or play soccer with my kids or even go out drinking with my friends. I can’t even stay up past 10 pm!

So, if you, like me, need more play in your life, here are some tips and ideas, both from the play experts and from others like us, living with chronic illness:

Consider your play history. One of the play experts suggests this, and it seems like a brilliant idea. Think back to your childhood, to times when you experienced effortless joy. How did you play back then? What kinds of things did you do that were just plain fun? My best friend and I were board game fanatics! We never cared who won or lost – we just loved playing. I also have many happy childhood memories of time spent outdoors – playing with friends, making forts in the backyard, and exploring nearby “wilderness” (in the suburbs!). On my own, I loved to read and could easily lose myself in books for hours or days at a time, in my living room or my backyard. All of these things (except perhaps physical outdoor games) are great ways for me to play as an adult, too, and adaptable to my current limits. I may not be able to hike for hours anymore, but just spending time lying on my back deck and looking up at the sky and trees rejuvenates me and brings a sense of peace.

Incorporate different kinds of play. The experts point out that there are different ways to play – physical play, creative play, imaginative play, social play, and more. Some types of play may no longer be an option – like playing sports – but there are plenty of other avenues still open to us. Others with chronic illness tell me they play by: reading, playing video games (alone or online with others), watching TV or movies (no multi-tasking allowed!), or even just sitting outdoors and paying attention to the birds, wildlife, and clouds.

Set aside electronic devices sometimes. Although the internet is extremely important to those of us who are unable to leave the house much – and there are some kinds of play you can enjoy electronically – it is also important to set the devices aside and unplug. I spend way too much time online. Besides your brain needing a break to enjoy unplugged play, too much time online can also add to our exhaustion and wear us out more. So, read a book or listen to music or go outdoors.

Give yourself credit. I’ve written a couple of blog posts on this topic, with dozens of wonderful comments from others who can relate. Sharing with me how they play made me realize that I have built periods of downtime and play into my life, but I don’t always “count” those because they are a part of my routine. I set my laptop aside at 7:30 every evening and watch two TV shows with my husband. No work, no to-do’s, no worries about being productive – that is our time together, when we catch up on the shows that we love to watch together. At 9:30, we head up to bed and then read for an hour, side by side. I also read for 20 minutes or so before my nap every afternoon. All of that is relaxing play time for me – I just need to recognize it as such and stop putting extra pressure on myself.

Try something new. Incorporating a new type of play into your life can lift your spirits, invigorate you, and form new neural pathways…not to mention possibly finding a new source of joy in your life. Here are some ideas from others living with chronic illnesses like ours:

·      Knitting or crocheting
·      Stargazing, watching birds through a window, or watching the ocean
·      Going for a ride in the country (perhaps with the help of a loved one)
·      Light gardening or caring for chickens
·      Painting – watercolors or even finger-painting!
·      Listening to music, perhaps a favorite album from your youth
·      Crafting – collages, pressing flowers, creating small items
·      Camping (a favorite of mine, too)
·      Cooking or baking, when able
·      Listening to audiobooks – try middle-grade or young adult, if you have trouble focusing
·      Board games or card games with friends or family members at home
·      Riding horses
·      Jigsaw puzzles – old style or online
·      Making cards, jewelry or other handcrafted items (bonus: you can sell them online)
·      Watching old movies or indie films

Wow, what a list! I am inspired by all of these creative people in the same situation as me with so many great play ideas. I definitely want to play games more because that childhood passion is still with me (I need to find some game buddies now that my sons are grown). I would love to add something creative to my life, like drawing or painting. And I had forgotten about jigsaw puzzles – my husband and I enjoy those. I just need to set my laptop down once in a while!

How do you play? What new forms of play do you want to try? Set down whatever device you are reading this on, and go play!

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

TV Tuesday: Time After Time

I am a sucker for anything with a time travel plot. I think what intrigues me so much is how thought-provoking it is - the idea that you could travel through time, to any point in the past or future. My husband and I both enjoyed the new NBC TV series last fall called Timeless, about a ragtag group traveling through time to try to stop a villain from changing the past, visiting all kinds of incredible historical events. So, I was very excited to learn that ABC was getting into the time travel game with its own series this spring, Time After Time, which is based on a novel and 1979 movie by the same name (which I've heard is pretty good).

The main characters in Time After Time are quite famous - or infamous, as the case may be. The story begins in the late 1800's in London, where a young H.G. Wells, played by Freddie Stroma, is entertaining friends one evening and telling them about his time machine prototype in the basement. A late arrival to the party, Dr. John Stevenson (played by the hunky Josh Bowman), arrives, followed quickly by the police who are tracking Jack the Ripper. A bloody knife in John's doctor bag, left at the front door, confirms their suspicions, much to H.G.'s shock. To escape from the police, John heads to the basement to try out his friend's time machine. It works and transports him to present-day New York, where the time machine is on display in a museum. Horrified by what his friend has done (and is), H.G. quickly follows him to 2017 New York to stop him.

When H.G. arrives at the museum, he meets a lovely assistant curator named Jane Walker, played by Genesis Rodriguez. He tries to hide his identity at first, but before long, he has to take her into his confidence. H.G. is desperate to find John before he can kill again. That is the main thread of the show - H.G. and Jane trying to find Jack the Ripper in modern NY, to stop him from killing women - but the plot gets more complicated. Additional characters are added to the mix, included a descendant of H.G. and various people who want the time machine for their own purposes (including John so he can escape).

We have watched four episodes so far and are enjoying this fast-paced thriller with a sense of humor. There are the expected (and fun) fish-out-of-water situations, as both H.G. and John adjust to life in 2017. Can you imagine how fascinated H.G. Wells would be, with all his prognostications, by what the future really did bring? The chase gets more action-packed and complex as more people get involved. And, of course, there is the time travel, which is just starting to ramp up a bit several episodes in.

I've heard some criticisms of Time After Time (and also Timeless) by science fiction buffs, and yes, their arguments are valid - neither of these shows really sticks to the accepted rules of time travel in science fiction (and obviously the science of the machine is complete fantasy!). My husband and I, though, have been able to suspend disbelief and just go with it, enjoying the show for what it is. And what is it? Time After Time is a fun show, above all, with action, suspense, and humor, that puts two well-known historical figures into an intriguing situation. We'll see where it goes from here, but for now, we are enjoying it.

Time After Time is currently airing on ABC Sundays at 9 pm, so you can catch up On Demand or at the ABC website (episodes 2 - 4 are available there now for free) or for $1.99 an episode on Amazon, link below (so you could watch the first episode there & the rest on the ABC website).

For more time travel fun, some of my favorites (besides Timeless) include:
  • Frequency - TV show (not technical traveling through time but communicating across time so similar themes
  • 12 Monkeys – movie - post-apocalyptic time-travel thriller - SO GOOD!
  • Predestination – twisty time-travel movie - a major mind-bender!
  • Project Almanac - fun, fast-paced movie of teens who time travel
  • Dark Matter by Blake Crouch - amazing sci fi thriller my husband and I both LOVED. 
  • To Say Nothing of the Dog by Connie Willis - a modern classic with plenty of humor set in Victorian England (and the present)
  • The Shining Girls by Lauren Beukes - a chilling thriller about a time-traveling serial killer
  • The Time Machine by H.G. Wells! - a classic and the inspiration for this show
  • Time and Again by Jack Finney - a classic time travel novel, set in 1970 and 1882 New York
  • Outlander by Diana Gabaldon - romantic time travel novel from 1945 to 1700's in Scotland
I told you I like time travel stories!

Sunday, March 26, 2017

Weekly Inspiration: Laura Hillenbrand - My Hero & Role Model

I am a long-time admirer of Laura Hillenbrand, author of the best-selling, critically-acclaimed books, Seabiscuit and Unbroken, and ME/CFS patient. Just her accomplishments alone - writing these amazing books while too sick to get out of bed - makes her an inspiration to me, but I also admire her strength and perseverance in the face of such challenges, much like the unsung heroes she writes about in her books.

When Hillenbrand first became famous for Seasbiscuit, I was hopeful that ME/CFS had finally found its celebrity - our very own Michael J. Fox who would bring our devastating disease into the public eye. But she was far too ill to be a spokesperson. She didn't leave her Georgetown townhouse for two full years, and she wrote much of her books while lying flat in bed with a pad and pencil - with her eyes closed! - due to debilitating vertigo.

Fast-forward to today. Laura Hillenbrand is doing much better. She has finally found some doctors who could help her and some treatments that have helped (as I always say, nothing helps ME/CFS a lot, but there are a lot of things that can help a little, and those add up). Her quality of life is much-improved, and she even moved across the country. And...she is giving an occasional interview, much to my delight.

This latest interview was with Stanford Medicine (they have conducted a lot of recent, ground-breaking research into ME/CFS). I couldn't find a way to download the podcast or to embed it here, but you can listen to this 44-minute fascinating interview with Laura Hillenbrand at this link.

She talks about her books, her writing, her life, and yes, her ME/CFS. She describes what living with ME/CFS is like and exactly how debilitating it was at her worst. She talks about how she's improved (though not details about precisely which treatments have helped) and what her life is like now. And, she talks about dealing with the people - both family and "friends" as well as doctors - who have treated her badly, mocking her, not believing her, etc. I found that part of the interview the most inspiring - she has some great insights into coping with the kinds of resentments that we all harbor from mistreatment.

I hope you find her interview as inspiring as I did. She doesn't say what her next book will be about, but I can't wait to find out!

[P.S. Although she doesn't specify which treatments have helped her improve, I have heard elsewhere that she was finally able to see one of the top doctors in ME/CFS who has worked with her on a variety of aspects of the illness. These top docs are not exclusive - anyone can see them, and there is no magic to what they offer - just a wide variety of treatments that focus on different aspects of the disease, chipping away at it, bit by bit. For examples, this post describes the treatments that have helped my son and I the most (some from our primary care doctor and some from the experts). It takes a lot of trial and error - and a considerable amount of patience and persistence! - but it is possible to improve your quality of life, a little at a time. My son and I are both quite functional now.]

Have you read Seabiscuit and Unbroken? Did you like them? I hope you are as inspired by Laura Hillenbrand as I have been!

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