|Ken, Jamie and Craig on the Milennium Force|
There were more roller coasters on our recent vacation than just the ones at Cedar Point (amusement park). As you all know, you can't just leave your CFS at home when you go away. It accompanied us on our 3-week trip, like a 5th member of our family.
Jamie, our 17-year old son, and I both managed pretty well, considering how difficult ME/CFS can make things and how bad this past year has been for Jamie. We both were very active and enjoyed hikes, swims, rock climbing, and yes, even roller coasters! But we both had plenty of low points, too, including a day for each of us when we hit rock-bottom.
|On Top of Mt. Baldy, Indiana Dunes National Lakeshore|
Let's start with the highlights - they're so much more fun! We were away from home for three weeks and drove over 3000 miles, camping in our pop-up trailer along the way. We swam in ice cold Lake Michigan and climbed a giant sand dune at Indiana Dunes National Lakeshore. We climbed 223 stone steps to the top of Mill Bluff in Wisconsin. We went to all of our favorite places in Custer State Park in South Dakota, including scrambling up the rocks at Sylvan Lake and the Needles. We hiked our favorite hike at Badlands National Park, the 1.5 mile Notch Trail, including climbing a rickety ladder up the rock formations. Retracing our steps from 10 years ago, we hiked the Balanced Rock Trail at Devil's Lake State Park in Wisconsin, climbing to the top of a boulder-strewn bluff. And, perhaps most amazing of all, we spent a day at an amusement park in 95 degree heat, riding rides until 4 pm (without a nap for me!).
|On Top of the Rocks at Sylvan Lake, Custer State Park, SD|
Jamie, who has not yet consented to wearing a heart rate monitor, experienced lots of push-and-crash cycles on the trip. He'd do whatever he wanted on the active days, hike as much as he could, just let loose and enjoy the freedom; then he'd spend the next day or two in the car or lying on his bed in the camper, reading (which he loves to do) and waiting for the resulting crash to pass. So, he had probably about an equal number of good and bad days, but his crashes never lasted for more than a couple of days and then he'd be back on his feet.
|On Top of The Needles, Custer State Park, SD|
He hit bottom, though, one day when his light sensitivity (a symptom of his Lyme disease) was especially bad, and it set off a severe headache (the fact that he'd gone hiking twice the day before may have had an impact, too!). He gets these headaches sometimes; they are debilitating, and nothing gets rid of them but rest, quiet, and dark. But this one kept getting worse, until he mentioned he also felt nauseous. He took some ibuprofen for the headache, and, while we were out picking up our aunt for a visit, he vomited it back up. For the first time, we realized that these really severe headaches that hit him are probably migraines. He spent the rest of the evening wrapped in his blanket on the sofa in the camper, eyes closed, not reading, and absolutely miserable - he missed dinner, his aunt's visit, and the campfire. Fortunately, he felt fine the next day.
|The Notch Trail, Badlands National Park|
Of course, my thoughts that day, though overwrought and overwhelming, were essentially correct. I can't escape from ME/CFS for even 10 minutes. I know I am blessed that certain treatments have helped to improve my quality of life and allow me to do more, and, believe me, I am grateful for that. But, even with those improvements, it is still a struggle every single hour of every single day to live with this illness...even in the midst of a wonderful family vacation. All we can do is take it one day at a time (one hour at a time), cherish the good times, and wait patiently through the bad days.
|A Great View of Devil's Lake from the Balanced Rock Trail, WI|