Saturday, May 31, 2014

Quote It Saturday 5/31

Writer and poet Maya Angelou died this week at age 86, and the world has lost an amazing, joyful, and wise person. I only discovered Angelou's writing for myself last year, when I read her first memoir, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings, for Banned Books week. I was blown away by her vivid writing, her honesty, her humor, and her dignity in this book that tells the story of her childhood. You can read my full review here - I highly recommend the memoir and can't wait to read her others.

Here are a couple of quotations from that book that really struck me and seemed relevant to my own life:

"The quality of strength lined with tenderness is an unbeatable combination, as are intelligence and necessity when unblunted by formal education."


"At fifteen life had taught me undeniably that surrender, in its place. was as honorable as resistance, especially if one had no choice."

          - I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou

That second one is especially applicable to life with chronic illness and is a lesson that it took me a while to learn, as steeped as I was in our culture of keep fighting and never give up. I will always keep fighting for effective treatments and education of both the medical community and the general population, but I understand now that I can not always fight back against my own illness and that sometimes I make more progress when I give in to it and surrender to the need to rest. That kind of surrender is not defeat but strength.

I was unfamiliar with Angelou's poetry until this week, when people began posting quotes and videos after she died. This particular poem, And Still I Rise, really touched me, as did her own performance of it:



I think I've watched it a dozen times this week, and I hope you enjoy it, too. I think it embodies our lives with chronic illness and the kind of attitude I want to have. I just love the joy and laughter that surround Maya Angelou's work - yes, she wrote about suffering, too, but as this poem shows, in her world, it is always overshadowed by joy.

Have a great weekend!

Thursday, May 29, 2014

CFSAC Meeting June 16-17

The 2014 Spring Meeting of the CFS Advisory Committee (CFSAC) will be held on Monday, June 16, 2014, from 12:00 p.m. until 5:00 p.m. (ET) and Tuesday, June 17, 2014 from 9:00 a.m. to 5:00 p.m. E.T. and take place at the Department of Health and Human Services, Hubert H. Humphrey Building, 200 Independence Avenue, S.W., Great Hall, First Floor, Washington, D.C. 20201. CFSAC is a part of the U.S. Department of Health & Human Services and usually meets twice a year.

The entire 2-day meeting is open to the public, with time set aside for public comment. If you'd like to attend the meeting or provide public comment (you don't have to be physically present to give testimony - you can do it via phone or ask for someone else to read your testimony during the meeting), you can register at this website. You have to submit a copy of your written testimony when you register, but you can make changes up until the meeting. If you are able to attend in person, it is a wonderful experience to meet others in a similar situation.

I have attended a CFSAC meeting twice before, once with my whole family, and presented testimony both times. Here is a video of our testimony from one year, with my sons on either side of me (my husband was there, too, but got cut out of the video!):



The meeting will also be live-streamed through this website, and you can view archived video of past meetings here.

In the past 10 years, the ME/CFS patient community has made great strides in joining together and making our voices heard, but we need for all patient voices to be heard! Make plans to participate in CFSAC in any way that you can - whether it's watching the live webcast from home (they keep track of how many people sign up and watch), submitting testimony to be read over the phone or by proxy, or actually attending the meeting, your voice as a patient can be heard and counted.

I haven't decided yet whether I can attend in person this time - my husband will be out of town that week - but I do plan to submit testimony and watch as much as I can online, if I can't go.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Finding Meaning From Suffering

My life tends to be super-busy and hectic, but I always try to take a few minutes to myself on Sunday mornings to watch an inspirational TED talk. The one I watched this week was wonderful, and I wanted to share it with all of you!

The speaker talks about taking the suffering in our lives and finding meaning from it and about how the difficult challenges we have faced helped to make us who we are. I found myself nodding along many times, laughing, and even crying at the end. We have to believe that these challenges we are facing will help to shape the meaning and joy in our lives. This has certainly been true for me already, and his words really touched me when I think about how much my older son has suffered. There's no doubt that it has already helped to shape who he is.



I hope you find this as inspiring as I did! Have a wonderful day, and be sure to take a few moments (at least) to appreciate the simple joys in your life.

Monday, May 26, 2014

Movie Monday 5/26

Happy Memorial Day, everyone! I hope that you have enjoyed the holiday weekend, if you live here in the US. The extra day gave us a little breathing room for a change, allowing us to have some fun as well as get some things done around the house and yard. My husband and I went a little crazy and ditched the Paleo diet for a few days (perhaps the result of my emotional downturn last week!) - we had burgers and fries from Five Guys on Friday (oh, those amazing fries!), ordered our favorite Pad Thai noodle dish at a Thai restaurant Saturday night, and ate real brownies that my youngest son made last night. We are trying to get back on track today!

One fun thing we did that was good for us, too, was to watch a couple of the movies that everyone's been talking about (better late than never!):

Friday night, we watched Monuments Men, starring, co-written by, and directed by George Clooney, with an all-star cast including Matt Damon, Bill Murray, John Goodman, and Cate Blanchett. This movie focuses on a little-known but fascinating aspect of World War II: how a small group of art experts pulled together as a ragtag military group to recover some of the world's greatest works of art from the Nazis at the end of the war. It's a great story, and the talented cast is fun to watch. Our only complaint was that the tone is a bit uneven in the movie. It's a serious subject, of course - World War II - that Clooney approaches with a light hand. Some scenes are sad, there is plenty of suspense, especially toward the end, but many scenes in the movie have a humorous tone, with background music more suited to a Laurel & Hardy movie. It's an enjoyable movie - and a fascinating subject - but there are times when the light tone just doesn't feel right. But overall, I would still recommend it; we enjoyed it, and it was a fun history lesson.

Saturday night, we watched Argo, a movie set during the Iran Hostage Crises in the 70's and based on actual events that were only recently declassified. Ben Affleck stars as a CIA operative whose specialty is extracting people from dangerous situations. In the midst of the crisis, where over 50 U.S. citizens were taken hostage in the U.S. embassy in Iran by militant revolutionaries, six embassy employees escaped without notice and took refuge at home of the Canadian ambassador. For their own safety, the existence of the six was kept a secret from everyone except their families. After 60 days of not leaving the house, their situation was becoming more and more risky, as the Iranian militants began to figure out that some employees were missing. In desperation, Affleck's character, Tony Mendez, was called in, and he came up with a crazy idea: to pose as a Hollywood team scouting a new movie location in Iran and bring the six embassy employees home with him. It's an engrossing, frightening movie full of suspense (toward the end, I was yelling at the TV screen!). John Goodman and Alan Arkin co-star as a Hollywood special effects guy and producer, respectively, and are fabulous in their roles, bringing a needed touch of humor to the tense story. Truth really is stranger than fiction, and this exciting, unbelievable movie proves that. Highly recommended, if you don't have a problem with tension and suspense.

Have you seen any good movies lately?


Saturday, May 24, 2014

Quote It Saturday 5/24

Several years ago, another blogger hosted a weekly meme called Quote It Saturday which I really enjoyed. Even though she stopped hosting it, I decided to restart the weekly tradition. I love to read, and I love it when a books speaks to me, getting to the heart of something I feel or have experienced myself, even if the character's experiences are different than mine. I keep a quote journal where I write down quotes from the books I read, and that's what I draw from for Quote It Saturday. You can read past Quote It Saturday posts here - I didn't have a category for quotes, just for books, so this list includes both past Quote It Saturday posts, as well as book reviews, and other posts about books. So, here we go, reviving an old tradition...

Today's quote is from a fascinating novel I recently read for my online family book group. One of my cousins chose the novel Moloka'i by Alan Brennert (you can read my review here). It's about a leper colony on an isolated part of the island of Moloka'i in Hawaii. It opens near the turn of the century as a little girl, the main character of the novel, is torn away from her family and sent to the colony to live. The historical setting of the novel is fascinating - I knew nothing at all about leprosy or the leper colonies - but I also related to the struggles of the characters in dealing with their horrible and isolating illness.

One of the things I liked most about the novel was the positive mindset of the main character and many of the other characters as well. You would think that a book about leprosy would be depressing, but it wasn't; it was full of hope and joy, even amidst suffering. This passage about the main character as a young woman sums that up:
"...and as she rode into Kalaupapa...she felt a surge of joy. Friends called out to her; the surf beckoned to her; her horse, on seeing her, happily nuzzled her neck. This was life, and if some things were Kapu (forbidden), others weren't; she had to stop regretting the ones that were and start enjoying the ones that were not."
          - Moloka'i by Alan Brennert
That perfectly captures the way I believe I should live my own life, post-illness. I'm not always successful - I got pretty depressed this week and was wallowing in self-pity and mourning for a few days - but it is what I strive for. I am trying to make a fresh start today. As soon as I got up, I dragged my lounge chair out onto the deck. It is so beautiful and peaceful this morning out here - quiet (no lawnmowers or leaf blowers out yet!), the only sounds the birds singing and the trees blowing in the wind, with cool, fresh air.

I am trying to find my way back to a place of peace and joy, and this passage helps. Hope it helps you, too. And I highly recommend the novel for anyone who enjoys reading.

Enjoy the weekend!



Thursday, May 22, 2014

Bartonella, Part 2??

Maybe I should have just titled this post Drowning in Medical Uncertainty Again...because that is the way I am feeling today. I took my youngest son to see our Lyme doctor in NJ for an initial visit and an evaluation for bartonella, a tick-borne infection that is even more common than Lyme disease in some areas (including ours). Now we wait for blood test results (which are inaccurate and very prone to false negatives but might provide more information). The last thing I want is for another one of us to have to deal with tick-borne illness, but we wanted to get him evaluated and not wait too long like we did with our older son.

A little background, so you can understand...

Our 16-year old son is actually very healthy, in spite of a long list of diagnoses:
  • Chronic Fatigue Syndrome  (mild)
  • Orthostatic Intolerance (OI), including both POTS and NMH
  • Joint Hypermobility Syndrome (JHS), including recent incidence of TMJ (temporormandibular joint disorder)
Despite that alphabet soup of acronyms, he is in great shape. Simple treatment with Florinef for OI (starting over 8 years ago) left him pretty much symptom-free for CFS and OI. He goes to school full-time at a challenging charter school for math & science, can do anything he wants, and even plays soccer competitively. In the last few years, his only health problems have been multiple knee surgeries for cartilage problems, which may be related to his hypermobile joints or perhaps just from playing soccer.

Back in February, we noticed something strange - a line across his back that looked like a stretch mark. We recognized this line from our older son's experiences with bartonella (he also has Lyme and babesia, as well as CFS). Our younger son didn't have any other symptoms, though, so we took a wait-and-see attitude. Now, 3 months later, there are 3 of those lines on his back. He still doesn't seem to have any other symptoms that would indicate Lyme or bartonella, but we wanted to be proactive and get him evaluated early.

This was a mistake we made with our older son. Our pediatrician kept reassuring us that those lines were stretch marks - that didn't make any sense to us, but we accepted her explanation...for years. Eventually, we got to the point described in my first bartonella post and figured out for ourselves that he had it. Unfortunately, by that time, the tick infections had been present for many years. Now, four years after diagnosis, our older son has gone through some terrible times during his treatment. He is getting better slowly, but it has been a long and difficult road. We don't want the same thing to happen with our younger son.

So, I took him to see our Lyme doctor today, who agreed that the lines look like bartonella but was interested to hear that he didn't have any symptoms. Our son, meanwhile, is angry that I even took him to see the Lyme doctor - he says it's a waste of money, that he's not sick. And now we wait for the blood test results...which I know from all of our other experiences are a very poor measure of whether Lyme and other tick infections are actually present. As I explained to my son today, any positive result for any of the tick infections will be evidence that he was bitten by an infected tick.

I've been having a rough week, so all of this is just more stress piled on top. I have to keep reminding myself not to jump ahead and worry - one step at a time.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Feeling Frustrated

I am feeling down today. Just feeling worn out, tired, and sick of the same old stuff. Maybe it's the weather (rainy and dark) or maybe I'm mildly crashed from going to the grocery store yesterday, but I am just feeling fed up with this cautious, exhausting life.

I spent an hour on Skype this morning with our biochemist/dietician consultant, but rather than leaving me feeling empowered by new information, I just felt overwhelmed and frustrated.

I have spent the past 11 years of my life researching, reading, seeing doctors, getting blood tests, and trying one treatment after another. Many of them have helped a little bit (and believe me, I am grateful for that), but nothing ever helps a lot. Bottom line is that there is no cure for this wretched illness (YET!).

I do know I am fortunate for all of the treatments that have helped a little - beta blockers, inosine/Imunovir, low-dose naltrexone, correcting sleep dysfunction, and more. I am grateful that I am not bedridden or even spending most of my days lying down, like I was a few years ago. I am grateful that I no longer experience month-long crashes every time I'm exposed to a virus. I am hugely grateful that I can go to the grocery store or take a short walk on a good day.

But. But, every day is still a never-ending struggle. Every moment of every day requires careful thought, caution, measurement, and hard work. I miss being able to live freely, being able to be....um...being able to think of the word I want!!! Before CFS, if I had a down day like this, do you know what I would do? I'd exercise. Just get outside and take a long hike with a friend or my husband or go to a class at the Y and sweat my worries away. I miss that freedom.

Oh, shoot. I thought that writing down my feelings might help me feel better, but now I am crying. I guess sometimes you just have to go with the feelings and let them out. I need to go pick up my son from school now.

Thanks for listening. I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day.

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Movie Monday 5/19

Yes, I am well aware that it is now Tuesday afternoon...yesterday was very frustrating, with over 400 e-mails in my inbox from the weekend. And I didn't want to miss Movie Monday completely because we finally watched a movie this weekend after months of sticking to TV shows.

My husband and I actually got to go out to dinner together twice this weekend (once alone and once with friends) - a rare event! So, a wild weekend in CFS terms, but by 8 pm, I was still wiped out, so we returned home and watched Gravity, a movie we've both wanted to see since it was released. It didn't disappoint. Our son says he's not interested in seeing it because it sounds boring, "like Deep Water only in space." He and his brother consider Deep Water the worst movie ever made, so that tells you what he thinks! He couldn't have been more wrong. Gravity is nonstop suspense from the beginning to the very last moment. Sandra Bullock and George Clooney star as two astronauts on a NASA mission in space. Bullock is a doctor who is in space for the first time, and Clooney is the (handsome, charming) experienced astronaut. As the movie opens, everything is going well, they are chatting amiably with mission control in Houston, and it looks like the mission will be a success. Then, things begin to go wrong. Before long, they are the only two people left alive on their shuttle, and all communications with Houston have been cut off. And then more goes wrong. I recently heard this described as science fiction, but it's very realistic and is more of a survivor thriller. Perhaps the only technical aspect not actually available yet today (I think?) is the jet pack Clooney's character is testing that allows him to be out of the spacecraft and not tethered to it. Both actors do a great job in their roles, especially Bullock, and it is tense all the way through (so if suspense keeps you up at night, better to skip this one). We both enjoyed it very much.

Have you seen any good movies lately?

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Inosine vs. Imunovir for ME/CFS

A few weeks ago, I mentioned here that there was a shortage of Imunovir, the prescription immune modulator that my son and I take, and that we would be trying inosine (the generic equivalent, sold in the U.S. and elsewhere as a supplement) as an alternative. Refer back to that post for details on what Imunovir and inosine do.

So, I have now been on inosine for three weeks (and my son for the past two weeks), and I am happy to report that it seems to be working just as well as Imunovir did for us! In fact, we were both exposed to some viruses recently, and the resulting crash lasted only a few days for each of us (that kind of virally-triggered crash used to knock us each out for a month or more). I really can't feel any difference at all between Imunovir (the brand name prescription drug manufactured in Ireland) and inosine (the generic alternative sold in the U.S. as a supplement).

The brand we have been using is Source Naturals, which I bought through amazon for a fraction of the cost of the Rx (about one-sixth)...plus free shipping instead of $30 to ship from Canada!

So, all in all, things are going well. At this point, given the huge price difference, we will probably stick with inosine even if Imunovir becomes available again.

NOTE, as of September 2019: Source Naturals is still our favorite brand of inosine, but all brands of inosine have been unavailable from Amazon lately, so I have been buying ours from e-Vitamins, which has low prices and fast shipping:

Source Naturals Inosine  - 120 Tablet

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Paleo Chocolate-Nut Butter Smoothie


[Updated 11-26-24]

This smoothie is not only delicious and nutritious but will also help to improve glutathione levels, which should help your mitochondria, immune system, and energy production. What a package deal! And if you're on a low-sugar diet, it tastes decadent, even though it isn't. 

This is a recipe we made up when we started eating a Paleo/anti-candida diet. It has become a favorite at our house. My son especially loves these, and I eat them frequently, too. It works equally well for breakfast or lunch (or dinner or a snack!).

NOTE: A word on whey: I had read for many years ago that whey protein powder is good for people with ME/CFS because we have low glutathione levels, and whey is a glutathione precurser. However, I always assumed that I couldn't try that particular treatment because I am intolerant to dairy. When we started on our new diet in February 2014, our dietician explained to us that most people who are dairy intolerant can tolerate whey. It is the part of the milk that is left after the curds are removed (remember Little Miss Muffet and her curds and whey?), and the curds contain most of the casein and lactose, which account for most dairy sensitivities and allergies. So, we tried it and found that both my son and I tolerate it pretty well. I later found that I am mildly intolerant to whey if I eat it too often, but if I have a whey smoothie 2-3 times a week, I'm fine. More tips on how to increase glutathione.

Just be sure to read labels and choose the right kind of whey protein powder. Some contain all sorts of additives (including grains that should be avoided on paleo or anti-candida diets). This article on whey and glutathione explains what to look for. Generally, look for undenatured whey protein powder and a label with a very limited ingredients list. This is the brand we like.

NOTE: For those struggling with severe yeast overgrowth, as I am, I have included options to make it even more anti-candida-friendly. And please check out my blog post on Treating Yeast Overgrowth/Candida.


Chocolate-Nut Butter Smoothie
Makes 1 serving
We often double the recipe for 2 people
Extra anti-candida (no sugar) options in ( )


ADD TO BLENDER:
1/2 - 1 banana, cut-up and frozen (can substitute ice cubes made from dairy-free milk of your choice)
1/4 of an avocado (a half for anti-candida since it contains almost no sugar)
1/2 cup frozen organic blueberries (often OK on anti-candida diet; they are low in sugar, but can be left out if yeast is severe))
1 Tbl sunflower seed butter or any nut butter or natural peanut butter (check label for sugar) *
2 Tbl raw cacao powder (this is the raw form of cocoa and full of antioxidants)
1/2 tsp stevia or xylitol (this brand of stevia and xylitol actually fight against yeast)
1 cup unsweetened coconut milk or your favorite unsweetened non-dairy milk substitute - as much as needed for the desired thickness

OPTIONAL INGREDIENTS:
1 Tbl MCT oil - good for energy and yeast overgrowth - our favorite whey powder includes this
1-2 scoops creatine powder (an unflavored, no-additives, fine powder works best - provides energy and helps with exercise tolerance)
3 ice cubes made from unsweetened nondairy milk (if not using frozen fruit)
1 tsp alcohol-free vanilla * (if not in your whey powder or to make a vanilla shake if leaving out cacao) 
 
ADD AT THE END:
1-2 scoops plain undenatured whey protein powder (depends on the size of the scoop - about 31g)
 
* Trader Joe's is a great source for inexpensive, delicious sunflower butter, nut butters, and peanut butter. Wherever you buy, check the ingredients list on the label - the brands with only seeds, nuts, or peanuts (with or without salt) are best. They also have excellent, inexpensive alcohol-free vanilla extract.

  1. Put all ingredients except whey in a blender, and blend on high until smooth. Add more or less nondairy milk to get the consistency the way you like it.
  2. Add whey powder and gently stir in (I use a small silicone spatula) until fully combined with no lumps. Some sources say that using a blender on undenatured whey powder will damage the delicate proteins, leaving it less beneficial, so I stir it in at the end.
 
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(Do not reprint or publish without written permission from the author)

We love our Ninja blenders for smoothies! We use this one for doubles and this one for single servings.


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Monday, May 12, 2014

International ME/CFS Awareness Day 2014

It's International ME/CFS Awareness Day!

Looking for ways to help spread the word? Here is what I am posting on my Facebook wall for my friends and family (to keep it manageable, I only friend my family and in-person friends on Facebook), along with a link to this post:

"Today is International ME/CFS Awareness Day. ME is Myalgic Encephalomyelitis, the name by which this devastating illness has been historically known throughout the world, and CFS stands for Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, the cringe-worthy name the CDC saddled us with in the 1980's. I have had ME/CFS since March 2, 2002, and both of my sons have had it since 2004. Scientists have confirmed that this disabling illness has both genetic and infectious components, though they have not yet pinpointed the cause(s) or cure. At its heart, ME/CFS is an immune system disorder, causing parts of the immune system to over-react and parts of it to under-react. In a devastating cascade of effects, it causes problems with the immune, endocrine, and nervous systems. The mitochondria (i.e. energy producers) in our cells don't work properly and don't process oxygen normally so that even mild exertion - like a short walk or going up the stairs - can result in suddenly feeling as if we have the flu, and those effects can last days or even weeks. Thankfully, Craig's ME/CFS is mild and easily controlled with medication. Jamie and I have both had some mild success at reducing symptoms though we take piles of pills every day and our lives are still dramatically different than they were before ME/CFS (Jamie also has Lyme and 2 other tick infections, too). We are the lucky ones; many people with ME/CFS are housebound or even bedridden. For more information and to learn how to help, check out this blog post." (with a link to here)

Besides helping to educate your friends and family (most of whom probably want to know more but don't know how to ask you), here are some other ways to help further ME/CFS education and research:

  • Learn more about ME/CFS. Here are some sources of information you can share with others:
  1. What is ME/CFS? by the CFIDS Association at Solve CFS
  2. An Overview of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome by Phoenix Rising
  3. The CDC's information on CFS
  4. My own article, CFS: An Invisible Illness, published on Lively Woman (now BlissTree)
  5. Our public testimony on pediatric CFS at last year's CFSAC meeting.
Happy Awareness Day!  Help to spread the word!

(feel free to link to this page or share its information)

Wednesday, May 07, 2014

Paleo Coconut Custard Pudding

I Tweeted today about the homemade Paleo Coconut Custard Pudding I made myself for my sore throat, and several people asked for the recipe. so I thought I'd post it here.

Just a quick diet update...we are still eating mostly Paleo/anti-candida diet, as I describe in this post on diet. My son is still doing well, so the dietician has allowed him a wider variety of fruits and vegetables now, and even red-skinned potatoes once a week. He's also allowed nuts now. He doesn't really like them on their own, but using nut flours gives me a lot more Paleo baking options. We are still very low-sugar due to our history with yeast overgrowth (both my son and I), so you will see that this recipe calls for a bit of stevia. If sugar is not a problem for you, you can just use the full amount of maple syrup or honey (as indicated below).

Enjoy!

Paleo Coconut Custard Pudding
(6 servings)

When I was a little girl and got sick (I used to get strep throat a lot), my mom would make me classic baked custard to soothe my sore throat. Custard is still one of my favorite treats, so I came up with this non-dairy, low-sugar version and added coconut (which I also love and is anti-fungal). If you don't like coconut, you can leave out the shredded coconut and/or substitute some other non-dairy milk.
4 eggs
2 cups unsweetened coconut milk (the kind in a carton) or other non-dairy milk
1/2 cup maple syrup or honey (microwave honey for 20 seconds to liquefy)
          OR Low-sugar version: 2 Tbl honey or maple syrup + 2 tsp. stevia

OR No sugar version: 4 tsp stevia (we like Truvia brand)

1/4 tsp. salt
1/2 cup unsweetened shredded coconut (optional)
Preheat oven to 325 degrees.
Whisk eggs and combine all ingredients. Add shredded coconut last and stir to combine.

Pour mixture into glass custard cups.

Set cups into a large baking dish, and add boiling water to the large dish (around the cups) to a depth of about 1 inch.

Bake 30-40 minutes or until knife inserted into center of custard comes out clean.

Remove from oven and remove custard cups from water bath (carefully!). Let cool and then refrigerate to chill.
 
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Tuesday, May 06, 2014

What's Happening in the ME/CFS World?

Between other commitments, including my family and the ME/CFS Parents group I started on Facebook, and my recent focus on researching and writing about one particular aspect of ME/CFS treatment - methylation and B12 supplementation - I have been having trouble staying up-to-date on what's going on in the wider world of ME/CFS. And there is a lot going on!

This is actually a very exciting time in the ME/CFS world, with new research opportunities, government initiatives, an effort to decide on a single case definition, efforts in the FDA, and more. Some of these efforts are wonderful advances forward, some include participants who need better direction from the patient community, but all of them represent opportunities for potential advancement for our illness which has historically been ignored.

Since I haven't been keeping up very well, that means that I haven't been writing much here about these events and helping YOU to keep up. I am going to try to rectify that by at least posting links here more frequently so that you can keep up to date, if you want to.

The #1 best source for staying abreast of this sort of news related to politics, research, government, and the whole ME/CFS community is Jennie Spotila's blog, Occupy CFS. Jennie is a friend of mine who used to work as a lawyer. I deeply admire both her tireless advocacy efforts and her talents and abilities to stay up-to-date on all of this and explain it clearly and fully in her blog posts. So, please sign up for her blog updates, if you'd like to know what's going on in the larger ME/CFS world in a timely manner.

Here are a few of Jennie's recent posts, to bring you up-to-date on important, ongoing efforts.

Research Roadmap
Back in mid-April, Jennie wrote about a Research Roadmap, a fascinating effort from within the CFS Advisory Committee (CFSAC) to bring greater attention and funds to ME/CFS research from the larger medical research community. This sounds like a very worthwhile effort (though it may take a while to get there), and I look forward to hearing more.

FDA Draft Guidance for ME/CFS
Jennie also reported that the FDA hosted a webinar on April 23 to explain their new Draft Guidance for Industry CFS/ME: Development Drug Products for Treatments. This is guidance that the FDA provides to drug developers. This is great news - FDA is actively trying to communicate to drug developers about ME/CFS and providing this guidance can help developers to properly design their drug trials. In her blog post, Jennie explains the details from the webinar, with links to more information and a link to submit comments.

IOM Diagnostic Criteria for ME/CFS
Have you heard about this government-based effort to develop a single agreed-upon set of diagnostic criteria for ME/CFS? This one started last year, and at first glance, this would appear to be great news. A single case definition for ME/CFS that all parties (government, patients, researchers) agree to is an essential element that has been missing from the ME/CFS world for far too long. However, there are some serious concerns with the effort. The Institute of Medicine (IOM) was chosen to lead the effort, and their efforts last year with Gulf War Syndrome (which has a lot in common with ME/CFS) were disastrous.

In short, this new IOM effort to define diagnostic criteria for ME/CFS has already attracted a lot of controversy. Many people - including some top ME/CFS clinicians and many patients - believe this effort is completely unnecessary and that a perfectly good definition already exists - the Canadian Consensus Criteria (CCC) - that just needs to be adopted by the NIH. So, there is a grassroots effort to stop this IOM effort entirely. Personally, while I like the CCC and would be happy with its adoption, I know our government is famous for a Not Invented Here bias. They want to develop stuff themselves even if it already exists. That's how we ended up with the ridiculous name Chronic Fatigue Syndrome from the CDC in the 80's, even though Europe had been calling this illness Myalgic Encephalomyelitis for decades. So, for me, I feel that it's a waste of my valuable, limited energy to protest an effort that is already under way.

So, here is a peek into some of the IOM controversy, from Jennie's blog. And if you want to catch up on the whole saga, here are all of Jennie's posts tagged IOM.





P2P Workshop
From what I've heard, this is the effort we should be most concerned with. The Pathways to Prevention (P2P) program is operated under NIH's Office for Disease Prevention, and the process began with a P2P Workshop for ME/CFS in January. The problem is that the process has been cloaked in secrecy and many aspects of it have not been open to the public. Here is Jennie's initial explanation of P2P. Unfortunately, it seems that things have gone from bad to worse.

The worst aspect of this process is that the P2P will develop recommendations on diagnosis, treatment, and research of ME/CFS with a panel of medical experts who know nothing about ME/CFS. Yes, you read that right. Stunning, isn't it? They've begun this process with a systematic evidence review of existing information, and in this recent post, Jennie breaks down the problems with the initial P2P protocol for the evidence review. Most disturbing of all is that this protocol looks like it will lump ME/CFS patients in with people with all sorts of undefined fatigue with no other symptoms required.

Whew. I told you there was a lot going on! There are lots of opportunities for moving forward in a positive way for ME/CFS patients...but also plenty of chances for things to go horribly wrong for us and for our patient community to end up worse off than we already are (if you can imagine that).

I am going to make a sincere effort to stay better informed and to keep you informed also. But I highly recommend following Occupy CFS for up-to-date information on all of these topics (and more). And I will especially try to let you know whenever there are opportunities for patients to get involved, submit comments, and make our voices heard. That's the good news in all of this - the patient community has made great strides and has never been better organized to make sure that we make the best of any opportunities for our input.

Friday, May 02, 2014

IACFS/ME Conference Science Summary

Back in March (how can it possibly be May already?), the annual International IACFS/ME Conference was held in San Francisco. I wasn't able to attend the conference, but I came across this wonderful summary that I wanted to share with you.

In this 51 minute video, Dr. Anthony Komaroff, a renowned ME/CFS specialist, summarized the main ideas from all of the biological research talks presented at the conference. It provides a great overview not only of the conference, but of the cutting-edge of ME/CFS science research right now. Even if you don't understand some of the technical points he covers here, I think you will find the scope and breadth of the research being done truly astonishing. There are many doctors dedicated to digging into the physiology of our crazy illness, and it gives me a lot of reasons to be hopeful for a better future for ME/CFS patients!



I've really fallen behind in keeping up with this sort of thing lately, so if anyone has any other resources or links to share from this conference or other sources, I'd love to hear about them.

Remember that you can now follow Learning to Live with ME/CFS on Twitter and on Facebook!

Monday, April 28, 2014

Movie Monday 4/28

My family has been totally wrapped up in TV series lately, so we haven't watched any movies in weeks. But Saturday night, with my husband out of town and my son occupied with two friends sleeping over, I finally had time for a movie! I browsed through the free choices on Amazon Prime and found a good one:

I watched The Giant Mechanical Man, a romantic comedy. I know the name sounds silly, but it was actually a very good movie! Chris Messina stars as Tim, the title character, one of those guys who paints himself silver and stands on the street pretending to be a robot (something that fascinated my kids on their first visit to New Orleans!). He's going through some tough times when his girlfriend leaves him and he begins to question his unique art form. The other main character is Janice, played by Jenna Fischer of The Office fame, who is similarly at a low point in her life. She was fired from her mediocre job as a temp employee and forced to move in with her pushy little sister (played by Malin Akerman from The Trophy Wife). Her sister wants to fix her up with a self-help guru who thinks a little too much of himself, played hilariously by Topher Grace from That 70's Show (I didn't recognize him at first with the long, hippie hair). Janice and Tim meet when they both get demeaning jobs at the local zoo, and Janice has seen Tim on the streets as the Mechanical Man, though she doesn't realize it's him. I really enjoyed this movie from start to finish. It is warm and funny and has more depth than the typical rom-com.

Have you seen any good movies lately? I may need another suggestion for weeknights this week until my husband gets home!

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Vitamin B12 and ME/CFS

Last week, I wrote a post about methylation and its importance to people who have ME/CFS (and other immune disorders as well). If you haven’t read that post yet, I highly recommend you go back and read that one first because these two topics are inextricably intertwined. If you want even more detail than what I am providing here, ProHealth has an excellent article on B12 and Methylation that includes 225 scientific references!


So, with that basic knowledge of methylation, we already know that vitamin B12 is absolutely essential. It feeds a critical step in the methylation process, and without it, the whole process breaks down. That’s only the tip of the iceberg for B12 and ME/CFS, though.



Why is B12 so important to ME/CFS patients and what does it do?

We know that B12 is a critical component of the methylation cycle, which regulates detoxification, as well as critical processes in adrenal function, immune function, and the nervous system. Here are other facts about vitamin B12 and ME/CFS:

  • Many people with ME/CFS and FM are actually deficient in B12

    • Many people in the general population are deficient, including 78% of seniors in one study.
    • People with ME/CFS often have low stomach acid and high bacterial growth in small intestine – both of which lead to B12 deficiency.
    • Blood tests for B12 miss deficiencies 50% of the time (so if your blood tests show you have adequate B12 that is not necessarily true).
    • B12 deficiency can cause IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome) symptoms that are very common in ME/CFS; IBS can lead to a B12 deficiency since nutrients are poorly absorbed – this is another of those vicious cycles present in ME/CFS.
  • B12 helps regulate Natural Killer cells, a critical component of the immune system.

  • In multiple studies, people with ME/CFS have been shown to have elevated levels of homocysteine, which can lead to cardiac problems; B12 helps to convert homocysteine to methionine.

  • People with ME/CFS have been shown to have excess amounts of nitric oxide (NO) and peroxynitrite (-ONOO), a potent oxidant. Both of these lead to problems in multiple body systems that get progressively worse, as the high levels of NO and –ONOO in turn produce more of these compounds. NO also disrupts the methylation cycle. One form of B12, hydroxycobalamin, is a potent NO scavenger that can break this harmful cycle.



This was all news to me! Many years ago, when I first heard of doctors giving ME/CFS patients B12 shots, I thought it was an insignificant treatment, something done when doctors didn’t know what else to do because there was a myth that B12 improved energy. Wow, was I wrong!


What is Vitamin B12?
B12 consists of 4 different but related –cobalamin molecules (so named because they contain cobalt):

  • Hydroxycobalamin
    • Scavenges excess NO
    • Especially critical for neurological disorders and people with high levels of cyanide (smokers and those with certain metabolic defects)
  • Methylcobalamin
    • Considered by many experts to be the most active form of B12
    • Used directly in the methylation cycle
    • Protects neurons against glutamate toxicity
    • Promotes nerve cell regeneration
    • Only form of B12 that helps in regulating circadian rhythms (sleep/wake cycle)
    • Because it is directly used in the methylation cycle, it helps support production of serotonin, dopamine, and melatonin, which are directly responsible for good quality sleep.
  • Adenosylcobalamin (dibencozide) –
    • Another highly active form of B12
    • Essential for energy metabolism
    • Required for certain neurological processes
  • Cyanocobalamin –
    • Synthetic form of B12 not found in nature
    • The most common form found in nutritional supplements
    • Must be converted in the liver to other forms
    • Lowest activity level of all forms of B12
    • It is, however, essential in working together with hydroxycobalamin to quench NO

Dosing/Recommendations


The U.S. Institute of Medicine recommends that all adults over 50 use B12 supplements, so given everything listed above, it seems that every ME/CFS patient could benefit from B12 supplementation. What are the best ways to get it?

  • Meat, eggs, fish, and shellfish contain the highest amounts of B12 in food but only about 50% of it is absorbed by the body (in a healthy GI tract) – IBS and other common GI symptoms in ME/CFS hamper absorption even further. Vegetarian sources of B12, like algae, are not bioavailable. So, supplementation is necessary.
  • Most top ME/CFS doctors (Lapp, Cheney, Levine, DeMeirleir, others) routinely use B12 for their patients
  • A study conducted by Dr. Charles Lapp (a renowned ME/CFS expert) found improved energy levels with B12 supplementation of 2500 – 5000 mcg every 2-3 days, even in ME/CFS patients who did not test deficient in B12.
  • Though injections are the gold standard and are most easily absorbed by the body, there are some newer studies showing sublingual (under the tongue) types of B12 supplements to be as effective as injections. These come in tablets or sprays. We have still found injections to be most effective.
  • Most direct benefits come from the hydroxycobalamin and methylcobalamin forms of B12, but the other two forms support and help these to work better, so all 4 forms can be helpful in ME/CFS.
  • Studies show it can take 3-6 weeks or more to fully see the benefits of B12 supplementation.

 From what I have heard and seen myself, many doctors still feel that injections are the best way to get B12 into the body where it can be used effectively; others use sublingual or oral B12. 

Our Experiences


My son has been getting weekly hydroxycobalamin injections (1000 mcg) for several years now. We did not see an immediate effect, probably because his methylation process was so severely dysfunctional, and his system was overwhelmed by his three tick-borne infections when he started. Slowly, over time, as we addressed his methylation issues (see methylation post) and treated his infections, we saw that the B12 was having a positive effect. He feels a lot better, and we know the B12 is part of the reason why.  He also uses Black Bear Spray (a mouth spray form of B12) several times a day and finds that using it before or during a class, homework session, or a test helps to improve his mental energy and cognitive function.



He recently increased to 2 injections a week, and wow! He felt a huge burst of energy and improved cognitive function with that second weekly B12 shot. The effect was so positive that he now drives home from college twice a week to get a shot. Our next step – recently decided with the biochemist/dietician we consult with – is to switch him to daily shots that come pre-loaded so that he can do them himself at school, with hydroxycobalamin every day and methylcobalamin every third day.



As for me, last summer, I started using a product called B12 Extreme from ProHealth. I bought the product after reading that article they featured on B12 and ME/CFS because it is one of the few B12 products that contain all four types of B12. They are sublingual tablets, and, at first, I felt a mild improvement in energy when I took one each morning. I still take them every day, though I don’t notice that same burst of energy anymore, and blood tests done in December showed that I still had fairly low levels of B12. The biochemist/dietician we work with is reviewing my genetic test results to see if I have any problems metabolizing various forms of B12 and will make her recommendations based on that. I suspect injections may be in my future, too.



In summary, B12 seems to be essential to many body processes, and B12 supplementation should benefit anyone with ME/CFS. Just remember, though, that B12 is just one piece of a very complicated puzzle. If, like my son at first, you don’t see any benefits after a month or two of B12 supplementation, then you probably need to address other pieces of that puzzle, like other parts of the methylation cycle or treating underlying infections (if none of the typical ME/CFS treatments seem to work for you, then you almost certainly have underlying infections that need to be diagnosed and treated before you can move forward).


I will keep you up-to-date on my own B12 experiences, and I would love to hear about yours as well. Has B12 helped you? At what doses and in what forms? This seems to be a simple, inexpensive treatment that can help anyone with ME/CFS.
UPDATE 1/10/17:
My son did very well with the switch to alternating hydroxy- and methyl- type B12 injections and continues to use them. He injects every other day, alternating types, and can tell when he misses one! He is 23 now and injects himself (and told me it was much better doing it himself than having weenie mom do it!)

My son also told me to stop being a baby and switch to injections! I did and now use the same injection schedule that he does - every other day alternating hydroxy- and methyl- types. I can tell they are much more effective than the sublingual tablets I used to use - like my son, I feel the positive effects immediately. You have to purchase injections from a compounding pharmacy - any doctor can write a prescription. Our dietician calculated dosage for us - we both take the same amount (he is about 150 pounds and I am about 130). We take 3.5 mg in each dose, but we request a highly concentrated solution - 25 mg/ml - so that each injection is tiny, just 0.14 ml. I have heard different recommendations for both subcutaneous (just under the skin) and intramuscular (into the muscle, using a longer needle) type injections. We have always used subcutaneous, on the advice of our dietician, which are tiny needles that you barely even feel, injected into our stomachs, and as I said, they are very effective for us.

ADDENDUM 8/25/15: Our dietician recently advised us that people with ME/CFS should NOT take only cyanocobalamin. The cyano- means it contains cyanide which must be detoxed and coverted to other forms before you can use the B12. The detox pathway is part of the methylation process and uses up LOTS of glutathione which is already in short supply for us - so it does more harm than good if you take too much of it. Cyanocobalamin is, however, a part of the methylation process and can be taken as a small part of a product with multiple types of B12. This is especially important to know because as a manufactured form of B12, it is very common in typical B12 supplements and is the only ingredient in a new B12 prescription pill marketed under the brand name Eligen. It's best to avoid cyanocobalamin (or only use it in small amounts, combined with other types) and stick to one of the other 3 types, especially early on in the process of improving methylation.

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Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Imunovir and Inosine for Treating ME/CFS

 

(Newly Updated as of January 29, 2025)

Post Written in 2014 (updates at the end):

I looked back at my last post on Imunovir, where I described my experiences with it and how much it has helped me - I was surprised to see that I wrote that over two years ago! So, I am overdue for an update.

NOTE: As explained in that earlier post, Imunovir is the prescription version of inosine, available in Europe and Canada. For a while, we bought ours from a Canadian pharmacy. We switched to generic inosine supplements, sold over-the-counter in the U.S. and many other places, and saw no difference in performance, though the supplement is much cheaper!


While on Imunovir/inosine I have more good days, fewer bad days, fewer virally-induced crashes (caused by exposure to viruses, especially in winter), reduced allergy symptoms, and fewer immune-related symptoms (like sore throat and flu-like aches).


The quick version is that I am still doing well on Imunovir/inosine - in all the ways and for all the reasons I explained in that earlier post. There is no question that while on Imunovir/inosine I have more good days, fewer bad days, fewer virally-induced crashes (caused by exposure to viruses, especially in winter), reduced allergy symptoms, and fewer immune-related symptoms (like sore throat and flu-like aches).

 

What Is Inosine?

Inosine is classified as both an immune modulator and an antiviral, and inosine is being used in  studies with Parkinson's, MS, and ALS patients. Imunovir has also been used in NIH studies on cancer patients, to mitigate the immune effects of chemotherapy. The reason inosine works so well for ME/CFS is that it is an immune modulator. The specific kind of immune dysfunction in ME/CFS is a mixed bag: our immune systems are partly over-active and partly under-active. So, there are treatments (mostly steroids, which suppress the immune system) available for autoimmune disease, where the immune system is entirely over-active, and there are treatments (immune boosters) available for immune deficiency diseases, like AIIDS. But ME/CFS is in the middle - elements of both but not entirely one or the other, which means that none of those treatments works well for us. An immune modulator, like inosine, doesn't either suppress or boost the immune system but helps to normalize and balance it...which is just what we need. Other treatments we've tried that act as immune modulators and help to normalize the immune system include low-dose naltrexone and glutathione injections or nasal spray.

 

Dosing

At one point back in 2013, I thought inosine wasn't working as well for me anymore, and then I remembered the advice about constantly varying the dose. I was pretty much sticking with 4 pills a day 5 days a week, weekends off, because I was afraid to go without it. I decided to try a dosing schedule closer to what ME/CFS expert Dr. Cheney recommends (though specific to my own needs). So, we began taking two pills a day for a week, then four pills a day for a week, with weekends off, alternating weeks with two and four pills a day. In addition, every 2-3 months, we take two weeks off completely. Like magic, this worked! He is absolutely right - when you vary the dose and take breaks occasionally, it works better. I had been afraid to take even a week off since it helps me feel so much better, but I have found that I still feel good for those two weeks off...and great when I start back on it!

Now, in 2019, we still take two pills a day (one at breakfast and one at lunch for my son and after my afternoon nap for me) on low-dose weeks, and we are now up to 5 pills a day (3 at breakfast and 2 at lunch/after my nap) on high dose weeks. We discovered that inosine is very stimulating, so we try to always take all of the pills before 3-4 pm so it won't disrupt our sleep. And every 3 months or so, we skip inosine entirely for two weeks.

 

Imunovir vs. Inosine

When Imunovir (a prescription not available in the U.S.) was temporarily unavailable in 2014, we switched to generic inosine, sold as a supplement, and saw no difference at all. There is only one manufacturer of Imunovir in the world - Newport Pharmaceuticals in Ireland - so availability was often an issue, plus we had to pay to ship it from Canada (with a special permission form signed by our doctor, explaining that it is unavailable in the U.S.).

My son and I switched to generic inosine when I first wrote this post in 2014, available as a supplement in the U.S., and we found absolutely no difference from the Imunovir. So, we have remained on inosine since it works the same and is much cheaper this way (and with no international shipping fees either). We have continued using the dosing schedule I describe in this post, which works very well for us. We started with just 1 pill a day for 5 days (always take weekends off) and stuck with just 1-2 pills a day for the first few weeks. Note that you may have to start out very low with the dosing until you get used to it and you may see an increase in immune-related symptoms in the first weeks (if so, start even lower, with a 1/2 pill). You MUST keep changing the dose around to keep it effective - this is true for all immune modulators.

Any brand of inosine seems to work similarly - just make sure you get 500 mg inosine, with nothing else added. Our favorite brand of inosine is Source Naturals, a brand that our dietician recommends because it is known for high-quality and purity that is also inexpensive (available at the link). Plus, the coated caplets are smaller than most capsules, so we can fit them in our medicine boxes! As caplets, they can also be cut in half. Occasionally, this brand of inosine gets back-ordered and is not available anywhere. When that happens, we go back to our usual source for supplements, Amazon, and look for another brand--be sure to look for pure inosine, 500 mg, with nothing else added. This brand is currently available there. Sometimes, there is none to be found! I think more people have been using it since the pandemic began. When we can't find it anywhere, that's when we take our 2-4 week break, and it is usually available again by the time we need it. And when our favorite brand is available, we stock up!

Because ME/CFS is, at its heart, an immune disorder, treating immune dysfunction can improve all of your symptoms. That's certainly been the case for us, with excellent results and significant improvement from inosine, as well as low-dose naltrexone and glutathione. And these are all very inexpensive treatments! Definitely worth a try.

I would love to hear about your experiences with inosine or Imunovir in the comments below.

UPDATE as of March 2022: 

I went into an unexplained relapse of my ME/CFS starting in March 2020 that lasted for 22 months. I tried a lot of new/increased treatments during that time that all helped me gradually improve, but the last thing I did, in late Fall 2021, was to increase my "high-dose" weeks of inosine from 5 pills a day to 6 pills a day. This wasn't really brilliance on my part, but a mistake one week when I miscounted the pills and put 6 a day into my reminder boxes! It turned out to be a happy mistake, and that last change finally got me back to my "normal" baseline in December 2021. Just last month, in February 2022, I took my usual 2-week break from inosine (I do that about every 3-4 months). I restarted it, as usual, with my low dose of just 2 pills a day. The following week, I jumped right back up to 6 pills a day ... and it was too much for me! I experienced increased immune symptoms (mainly terrible flu-like aches all week). After my weekend break and then going into my next low-dose week, I felt better. This week, a high-dose week, I am taking just 4 pills a day and doing well. So, I have learned that after a break, I need to gradually build up my "high" dose again, just as I did in the beginning (it took many years for me to get my high dose from 2 pills a day to 6 pills a day). Just another tip learned from hard experience - always learning with this crazy disease!

UPDATE as of June 2023:

Last fall, I again went into a bad relapse, this time triggered by a change in hormone levels (suddenly stopping birth control pills that I had taken for decades to keep hormone levels steady). That one change led to my worst month since the start of my illness, crashed and unable to function 78% of the time! The change in medication led to a cascade of hormonal/endocrine issues, including worsened thyroid dysfunction. I once again had constant flu-like aches, indicating that my immune system was overactive. I noticed that I felt better during my usual 2-week break from inosine and worse after attempting to restart it. So, in addition to treating the hormone issues directly, I also stopped taking inosine in November 2022. As of June 2023, I am still not taking it and feeling quite good, able to function and be active without crashing (though I am still struggling to normalize thyroid function). This just shows you the complexities of how the immune system works and how inosine can help. In early 2022, taking more inosine helped me, and in late 2022, stopping inosine also helped me. it's important to listen to your body and pay careful attention to the effect that each treatment has.


UPDATE as of June 2024:

One of my big issues the past few years has been yeast overgrowth, and I finally got it under control this year, thanks to a very strict diet (almost no carbs), on top of all the other anti-yeast treatments I take. I realized last week that if I "cheat" on the diet in any way--even just a few strawberries or a piece of fried chicken--the thrush is back on my tongue, and I feel worse again. Since yeast is an issue in ME/CFS due to immune dysfunction, I remembered that I've been off inosine for a year and a half. Since it helps to normalize immune function, I restarted inosine last week, and as before, it's helping! My energy is better, and I'm hoping as I increase the dose, it will help with yeast overgrowth so I don't have to be quite so strict with diet (though I'll still need to stick to it most of the time). Note that I took a half caplet each weekday last week, and a full caplet each weekday this week. I'll slowly, gradually get back to a higher dose (on my high dose weeks). That's the way it is with inosine and other immune modulators: if it's not helping any more, increase the dose or take a break.


UPDATE as of January 2025: 

When I went back on inosine in 2024 (the update above), I ended up not staying on it for long. I stuck with the lower doses--alternating half a caplet or 1 caplet--but on the higher weeks (just 1 pill), I thought it might actually be worsening yeast overgrowth. In hindsight, I'm not convinced of that, but at the time, I felt better off it. I have stayed off inosine since then. My immune dysfunction seems to have shifted since 2019, from the typical ME/CFS mix of partly overactive/partly underactive to my immune system being "in overdrive" (completely up-regulated or overactive) all the time. In this state, inosine seems to be too stimulating for my immune system. I still recommend trying it, using the dosing guidelines described here, since it helped me a lot for about 12 years. In fact, I will probably try it again at some point. You can see just from my updates to this post that sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesn't, and how changing the dose and sometimes taking a break help it to work better.



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Friday, April 11, 2014

The Methylation Cycle: Central to ME/CFS





I sat down to write a post about vitamin B12 supplements for people with ME/CFS and how much they have helped my son and I. I soon realized, however, that I couldn’t explain the importance of B12 without first explaining what the methylation cycle is and why it is so critical to those of us with ME/CFS (and similar illnesses). I’m no expert, but here is what I have learned:


What Does Methylation Do?
I already knew in a vague way that methylation was an important process in the body, but now I understand it is absolutely critical to multiple bodily systems. Before delving into exactly what methylation is, let’s look at its role in the body. Here are some of the vital functions of the methylation process:
  • Critical to the manufacture of DNA and RNA, the body’s basic genetic material;
  • Essential for several important neurological processes;
  • Required for the manufacture of adrenal hormones, which affect all sorts of bodily functions, including sleep, energy, temperature regulation, and neurological functions;
  • Responsible for several detoxification pathways, allowing your body to get rid of toxins, including excess medications, supplements, dead viruses or bacteria, as well as environmental toxins. 
Almost everyone with ME/CFS (and many people with other similar illnesses) has a dysfunctional methylation process. It’s hard to tease out cause and effect because every one of our dysfunctional systems (immune, endocrine, nervous, etc.) causes further dysfunction in other systems. Put simply, ME/CFS is a very complex knot of vicious cycles where each problem worsens all the other problems. So, it is likely that the longer you have been sick, the worse off your methylation cycle is.

In addition, the more health problems you have, the worse the methylation process gets (more vicious cycles), so someone like my son who has ME/CFS and also Lyme disease plus two other tick infections just keeps getting worse and worse – which is what we saw with him a few years ago and again this past year. Same goes for anyone with any kind of underlying infections behind their ME/CFS (which is probably most of us).  

What Happens When Methylation Isn’t Working Properly?
So, if people with ME/CFS have messed up methylation cycles, what exactly does that mean? When the methylation process isn’t working properly, the following problems result:
  • Detoxification doesn’t work well (as explained above) so toxins build up in your body;
  • Less serotonin, dopamine, and melatonin (all directly linked to sleep dysfunction as well as depression) are produced, as well as less of other neurotransmitters;
  • Decreased production of adrenal hormones; Elevated levels of homocysteine, which can lead to cardiac problems; 
  • Decreased cellular energy production aka mitochondrial dysfunction, leading directly to fatigue and post-exertional malaise; 
  • Possibly also an underlying mechanism for depression (see note on serotonin and dopamine above).

Take a look at that list again – notice anything familiar? It’s pretty much a list of most of the symptoms and dysfunctions that define ME/CFS! So, now you begin to see how important methylation is to each and every ME/CFS patient.

Detoxification, one of the processes affected by methylation, becomes supremely important if you have underlying infections (as the majority of ME/CFS patients do) and especially if you are treating those infections. In that case, you need an efficient detox process even more, in order to remove toxins like dead viruses and bacteria and excess medications and supplements from the body.

Those with Lyme or those being treated with antivirals are familiar with Herx reactions, where symptoms worsen (often severely) with treatment because the body is being flooded with dead bugs and extra medication that it can not properly get rid of, causing the immune system to react against the increased presence of viruses or bacteria in the bloodstream.

When methylation is not working well (as in most with ME/CFS) and therefore detoxification pathways aren’t working well, the herx reaction can get worse and worse, until the patient is stuck in crisis mode – totally incapacitated by herx symptoms, even when the medication (antibiotics or antivirals) are severely reduced. That’s where our son was twice – first, at the end of high school a few years ago and again, this past year (sophomore year of college).

This is where it gets somewhat complicated, but even a basic understanding of the methylation process will help you understand what kinds of treatments might help. Methylation is a biochemical process in the body that uses certain raw materials (foods, vitamins, supplements) to convert molecules into other molecules. When the process is working well, all those things listed above happen as they should: DNA, RNA, and crucial neurological components are manufactured; critical hormones (for sleep, mood, healthy adrenal function, and more) are made; and the body detoxes effectively, getting rid of those things that might be harmful to you.

I find the best way to understand the methylation process is to look at it visually:

(NOTE: Diagram is from an excellent article on B12 at ProHealth. Click on diagram to enlarge)

You may not recognize or understand all of the components, but this diagram shows how each step leads to another step and how interrelated the 3 different cycles shown here are to create the full methylation process. You can also see some of the important inputs to the process: proteins, amino acids, vitamin B12, folate and folic acid. And I think it is quite clear that if any one part of this process breaks down – for instance, there isn’t enough B12 or folate – then the entire process will fail, leading to the kinds of problems listed above.

Several methylation experts have emerged who understand the critical importance of the methylation cycle in people with ME/CFS and related illnesses and have made it their life’s work to try to help. Each of the experts has his or her own protocol, so there are some choices; however, they all rely on the critical components of the methylation cycle: vitamin B12 and folate (in various forms).

Dr. Amy Yasko is perhaps best known for pioneering a methylation protocol, designed to help repair dysfunctional methylation processes (and thereby improve the patient’s symptoms in a number of different areas). Interestingly, the focus of her work is in autism in children but it is equally applicable to ME/CFS (not the first time links between ME/CFS and autism have shown up). She has her own explanation of the methylation cycle, if you want to learn more, along with additional diagrams (more complicated than what I included here). Dr. Yasko advocates first getting some genetic testing done and then customizing the methylation protocol based on your results (more on that below).

With our son, we started with Dr. Rich van Konyenburg’s simplified methylation protocol, which I have written about here before. My son was in such terrible shape to start with that we had some difficulties, so I e-mailed Rich directly, and he was kind of enough to respond personally and help us through some of those challenges. Unfortunately, Rich died unexpectedly last year, leaving a big gap in our small world of expert ME/CFS resources. The last version of his simplified methylation protocol is available here, with an excellent Q&A on methylation written by one of Rich's colleagues here.

Typically, any methylation protocol begins with a good quality multi-vitamin, vitamin B12 (more on that in the next post), and 5-MTHF, a form of folate. However – and this is critically important – anyone with ME/CFS should start very slowly with tiny doses and only gradually increase, as tolerated. Any of these supplements can cause their own sort of “herx” reaction, as they get the methylation process working again, suddenly getting detoxification working again and flooding the bloodstream with toxins. As with most things in ME/CFS, low and slow is the rule. For instance, our son started with just a quarter of an 800 mcg 5-MTHF tablet every other day, very slowly working up to 400mcg per day. (Update: As of January 10, 2018, he now takes 20 mg of 5-MTHF a day).

Our son improved a bit on Rich’s protocol, but he was scheduled to start college in a month or so and was still too sick to manage it (as I mentioned earlier, his case is even more complex than most because of the 3 tick infections he is fighting along with his ME/CFS). Our Lyme doctor recommended a consultant who is a registered dietician and has an MS in biochemistry. She is brilliant and not only understands this complicated methylation process but also how that fits in with all the other complicated biochemical processes that are dysfunctional in ME/CFS and Lyme patients.

In the methylation arena, she ran a methylation panel for our son and made recommendations specifically based on his results. She also recommended dietary changes, in part because gluten, casein (the protein found in milk), and gliadin (another protein in wheat and also oats) can all block part of the methylation process. Also foods high in oxalates aren't good for people with ME/CFS (I don't fully understand why yet - still working on that one!).

With her help (and some other changes as well), our son recovered enough to start his freshman year of college alongside his peers, living on campus and taking 3 classes with enough energy left over for a social life. It felt like an absolute miracle to us, and treating methylation problems was definitely a big part of that.

We discovered, however, that you have to be diligent to stay ahead of all the complex problems in ME/CFS and Lyme. After two months, our son gave up on the restricted diet (he was feeling pretty good by then). He kept up the folate and B12 supplements, and continued with his Lyme treatment and all of the treatments for ME/CFS. Eventually, he began gradually declining again, until he was back in crisis mode and completely incapacitated during this winter break (note: this was more than methylation problems but we could tell that was part of the picture). We got back in touch with our dietician, got him back on an even stricter diet (he was so sick, he was willing to try anything). He is again recovering, back in school living on campus, and able to enjoy a social life with his friends, too. Part of his recovery is due to treating yeast overgrowth caused by his Lyme treatment, and part of it is due to getting back on track with the methylation process.

(Update: As of March 16, 2017, he continues to experience ups and downs. He knows how important diet is, but he's 22 and on his own, so it's sometimes tough for him to stick with it. He has learned, though, how important methylation is, and he knows he feels much better when he keeps up with his meds and supplements and remembers his B12 injections every other day.)

To help with methylation and associated processes, he (and I) take the following supplements (links below), remembering that we added these very gradually and slowly:
  • 5-MethylTetraHydroFolate (5-MTHF) We started at 200 mcg every other day and slowly worked up to 400 mcg every day. [3/17 Update: Now, four years later, we have gradually increased to 20 mg daily for both of us.] Links at the end of this post include several options at different doses, as you work up.
  •  Xymogen ActivNutrients multivitamin with no Iron or Copper (rec by our dietican - apparently, it is important to leave out Iron and Copper when you have infections). We order Xymogen products at cost through our specialist's office or online (link is to WholeScripts site, which now sells Xymogen products), using a code we got from our Lyme doctor. 
  • Xymogen ALAMax and Resveratin to assist in mitochondrial energy support [3/17 update: my son is currently off ALA because it can contribute to yeast overgrowth]
  • Calcium D-glucarate for detox support 
  • S-Acetyl Glutathione for detox support and energy (studies have shown people with ME/CFS to have low glutathione levels) - see also my post on glutathione for more information - we have seen big improvements in energy and immune function with glutathione injections.
  • N-Acetyl Cysteine (NAC) - Critical to detox and liver support in ME/CFS and a precursor to glutathione Note that NAC is no longer sold through Amazon and will be switching to prescription in the U.S. but companies are allowed to sell their supplement stock. You can find more brands available at eVitamins and at iHerb.
  • Milk Thistle - brand varies, taken throughout day and helps with detox - critical for liver support and a precursor to glutathione. 
  • Vitamin B12 (more info at the link) - I started with a sublingual tablet combo product, until my son told me to stop being a baby! ha ha He and I both now do subcutaneous (under the skin) self-injections every other day, alternating hydroxy- and methyl- B12. The needles are tiny and he was right - I barely feel it - and our injections are also tiny because we use a high concentration (25 mg/ml). Injections are known to be far more effective in getting the B12 to where it is needed. Sublingual pills (that melt under your tongue) are next in effectiveness, and B12 pills that you swallow or chew are very poorly absorbed. You need a prescription for injectable B12 and get it from a compounding pharmacy - it is inexpensive.

More recently, my son and I both had genetic testing done through 23andme (maybe I need another post on that!) and ran our results through Genetic Genie to find out what genetic defects we each have relative to methylation. A couple of problem areas showed up for each of us, so our next step was to work with our dietician to understand what the genetic results mean and how to adjust the methylation protocol accordingly (as Yasko recommends, too).

This post turned out much longer than I had planned, but it is a complicated and important subject. Next up is a post on the use of B12, including importance, uses, dosing, types, etc. From what I’ve read, it seems that everyone with ME/CFS can benefit from vitamin B12 supplementation, but it has to be done right in order to be effective. That one is already half-written, so I hope to post it here within the next week. [3/17 Update: you can find the B12 post here.]

Please share your own experiences with treating methylation and/or questions in the comments area. I am still learning about this critical part of ME/CFS, and I’m sure others would benefit from comments and questions also.

NOTE: Someone reminded me that I didn't mention SAMe in this summary. if you look at the diagram above, you can see that SAMe is a part of the methylation cycle; however, it is not recommended that all people with ME/CFS supplement with SAMe. My son tried it and got worse. Here's the way that Rich Van Konyenburg explained it to me:
"This was initially included in the protocol I proposed, but so many people could not tolerate it that I took it out.  SAMe will come up automatically if the partial block of methionine synthase is lifted by the methylation protocol.  I think that some people have difficulty dealing with all the sulfur if given NAC and SAMe.  The sulfur must all pass through the sulfite oxidase reaction, and if it can't handle it, sulfite builds up and gives headaches, difficulty in breathing, and/or rashes.  It also further lowers glutathione."
One of the common genetic defects related to methylation causes an inability to metabolize sulfur compounds, and this is relatively common in people with ME/CFS (both my son and I both have this defect and have reacted badly to sulfa antibiotics), so perhaps this is part of the reason why supplementing with SAMe sometimes makes ME/CFS patients worse. So if you do try it in spite of Rich's warning, watch for negative reactions which may worsen over time.

NOTE: FolaPro is the 5-MTHF supplement that Rich recommends in his Simplified Methylation Protocol, linked to above. It is a low dose and comes in tablets that can be halved or quartered, so we started with that at a very low dose, as described above. As we increased the dose, we switched to other brands shown below.


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